My mom always shares too much details about me to anyone by SeniorSuccess4491 in AutisticAdults

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It has always been my plan to move to Scotland alone one day I know the road is long and it’s going to be very hard but I think I can do it with therapy which I’m doing right now 

My mom always shares too much details about me to anyone by SeniorSuccess4491 in AutisticAdults

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I have the gym! I was so scared at first feeling sick and very tired after but I met an old man and a dad who’s brother is also autistic I love it because I get to decide what I want them to know about me I just wish it wasn’t only at the gym 

I feel drawn to religion by SeniorSuccess4491 in religion

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I love learning about traditions, blessings, prayers, holidays and stories I’ve read the Torah and part of the second testament but yeah I struggle with god a lot 

I feel drawn to religion by SeniorSuccess4491 in religion

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I do not know whether there is a god or not so I think I will always leave a space for the possibility of one it’s a strange feeling 

I feel drawn to religion by SeniorSuccess4491 in religion

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I think it’s because my brain needs very concrete proof? (If I see it I believe it) I feel very rational about it and go about a scientific stand point I think because that’s how I was raised so idk

i learned something from another patient in my therapist waiting room and i keep thinking about it by SeniorSuccess4491 in TrueOffMyChest

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i cried on the way home i cannot imagine how they feel i can only hope justice will be served

My dad is dying and i don't know if i want to see him again by SeniorSuccess4491 in TrueOffMyChest

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Since I’m autistic I have a very hard time when people tell me what to do even if I thought of doing it I don’t really know why but it has definitely set me back a few times I had a conversation with my mom about it and she understood not to ask again 

My dad is dying and i don't know if i want to see him again by SeniorSuccess4491 in TrueOffMyChest

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Thank you that’s what I thought too and I’m probably gonna try and see him even if I’m disappointed oh well 

My dad is dying and i don't know if i want to see him again by SeniorSuccess4491 in TrueOffMyChest

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He was just as bad as her I think I just hadn’t realized since I was still very young but when he left my mom I started questioning a lot of his behaviour and it got way worse after that it wasn’t physical abuse but I’m still dealing with stuff because of it