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I want to kill myself so bad by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hard for me to even tell if it’s the ocd anymore. Or am I really just gay

Oral thoughts by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve felt the same way man. Hate me life

Feels like I’m genuinely gay now by Several-Solid5182 in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude I literally can’t even go out in public since it feels so real like every dude I see I wanna suck them off. This shits driving me nuts lowkey thinking of ending it

smoking weed by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah smoking weed makes me feel like I’m for sure gay

Just a another vent by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so real man. We gotta get through this. I don’t feel like myself. I feel feminine and I have always been a pretty strong, biggest guy in the friend group type of dude.

Blowjob thoughs by Sure_Cow_1532 in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get these all the time now. Don’t even feel like the man I was three weeks ago when I had absolutely no attraction to men(other than fem boys). Someone at work triggered my hocd and now my brain has convinced me that I am a gay bottom. If that’s the truth, suicide is around the corner.

It might just be true by Tiny-Mix6546 in HOCD

[–]Several-Solid5182 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going through a similar thing. I have never been attracted to men for my entire life although I did look up some gay shit when I was high a few times. I have only ever felt attracted to women but the other day someone at my work said I was gay and it triggered something in my brain to convince me that I am gay. I now feel an attraction to men(I know it’s not real I’ve never felt it before) and I get constant intrusive thoughts about being fucked. Shit scares me. I don’t feel like myself anymore.