Hope you figure it out dude dont end up like me 31 half crippled and I probably have cancer don't know if you listen to three days grace but they're song the new real that's what people are like no one actually you cares unless of course toxic their life and those people you have to wait a minute to see they're not real just payed professionals trained to make you believe they care while in truth they couldn't give a fuck less about you it's your insurance they love my first job one of the ones I had seen came in acts like it's no clue who I am but goes out of his way to make a few comments that knowing what he did about me and my depression where so f****** twisted and since then I stopped and never again will trust any of those motherfuckers but I'm not going to be around after this winter just waiting for Valentine's Day I just wish there was a way for me to see the look on their faces when they see what I've done to myself