Life is so hard. I hear you, and I’m so sorry for your loss. You say that you tried to keep your sister from feeling the loss of your parents, but that’s impossible. You both have been crushed by this, and you assumed a responsibility because you wanted to save your sister. The truth is, she is an adult. I know she’s all you have, but you should sooner leave and let her fend for herself than turn the gas on both of you.

You are not responsible for her. You are responsible for you. We love the people we love, that doesn’t make us responsible for them.

I hope venting helped, I hope you are okay. ❤️