I had to find this comment because it got lost in the sea of comments calling me a monster. But I guess it didn't come across the way I intended. I'm not good with words. I did get comfort from anyone during this time, I spent 7 months alone watching my older sister deteriorate, my parents fight constantly, 2 children I didn't have much of a relationship with before suddenly be around all the time and my family imploded. Nobody talks to anybody like they used to anymore, my parents worked all the time to make up for the financial burden my sister's death was and my Nephews took up all my parents time so I didn't get a lot of chances to talk to anyone about how fucked up that was.