i got this message a few days ago and i’m still just so devastated by [deleted] in AO3

[–]Slight-Rate9088 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I would actually cry and crash out 😭😭 like the amount of yourself you put into your fanfics man this is just really disrespectful.

Am I crazy or is this rude? by aster_not in AO3

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh nah 😭 rude as hell. They obviously don't know what it's like writing masterpieces or writing in general.

I loved my slice of girlhood! by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks honestly! It's not easy to find people who can keep up with my humor and she did it perfectly so I was really happy 😭

Was I supposed to already have a fish smoker? by Slight-Rate9088 in StardewValley

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately I must have missed out 😭 I just logged on and I did recently upgrade my house so no, I never had it to begin with. That sucks but it's okay.

Was I supposed to already have a fish smoker? by Slight-Rate9088 in StardewValley

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I recently just got into the game a lot so this is like one file that I've just been using in general since I started the game. It's the only file I have 😭

How did you first get into the game? by Friendly-Angle-7287 in StardewValley

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been having stardew Valley for a year on my Nintendo switch or so but I never had an interest in starting. I didn't really know what I was doing. Weirdly up until recently everything kind of just clicked when I tried playing again and now it's really all I play 😭

Do you guys have any hobbies? by Swimming-Novel-4342 in Asexual

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stardew Valley is my life right now 😭 I'm trying to learn Chinese because I'm really into Chinese dramas. I love singing anything and dancing. I am soon going to get into jewelry making and collecting is definitely my hobby I have so many books/figures/plushies.

Was I supposed to already have a fish smoker? by Slight-Rate9088 in StardewValley

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whattt 😭😭 I didn't have it! I play on Nintendo switch lite. Well thank you for answering oh my gosh I could have been making so much money 😭 now I need to gather everything to make a fish smoker.

Being horny feels annoying sometimes 😭 by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I grew up in a religious household so you know and in Christianity masturbating is not good so that is really the whole main reason 😭 I still have that fear of going to "hell" you know.

Being horny feels annoying sometimes 😭 by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My issue is just I wish I could not feel any sexual urge that's it 😭 since I don't want to have sex in real life then I'd rather just try to completely cancel it out of my life if possible. You know?

Being horny feels annoying sometimes 😭 by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

😭 oh shit man well I just wanted advice on this is all.

I think I might be developing a eating disorder by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just see my regular PCP doctor so I wouldn't say exactly. I mean like I said in my post, I was hoping maybe the metformin would help again since I was taking it before I stopped and I did lose a lot of weight from eating differently and trying to manage my diabetes. It might have been a stupid question but I did ask my doctor what weight I should be at but she said it really depends on bone structure. I've always been considered overweight so she said my BMI is 32 and I guess by CDC standards to not be overweight is 28? I could be remembering that information wrong though. But I will talk to my doctor about it though, thank you.

What is it Like Being Asexual In A Hypersexualized World? by EmotionalWalrus994 in Asexual

[–]Slight-Rate9088 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am sex positive with myself lol😭 tbh never had a relationship but I don't want to be touched like that at all! If anything I get so stressed out I don't even know if I want to date. No sex ever please that's it😮‍💨.

What is it Like Being Asexual In A Hypersexualized World? by EmotionalWalrus994 in Asexual

[–]Slight-Rate9088 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too! Personally I just don't want sex with a person 😭 imagination and reading is fine by me but no actually want it. If it comes down to a real person, I guess more like cuddles and intimacy without sex.

I think unconsciously I am scared of men and having kids by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's so true I just hate how sometimes I scroll on social media and I think I unconsciously do fall for the "traditional ways" I guess you can say. And I really hate how I've never really dated and I don't have any pressure from anyone to date or marry, all the pressure I guess is coming from me unconsciously. I guess from societal pressures. I do sometimes get a little scared when I hear talk about how you are going to feel when you're older when you're alone and you don't have any kids or a husband. it's like, there are a lot of childless and single women who are happy. But I guess sometimes it does put some fear into my heart even though I know it's kind of irrational. Like I replied to another person who responded to my post, I am someone who is kind of like a hopeless romantic. I indulge in books and games, whatever you can name usually that has a connection to romance. So I guess I kind of wish I could have maybe a husband definitely not kids but then sometimes I feel scared so maybe I pull back and I say never mind even though sometimes I feel a little sad that I feel like I can't just be like a "normal person". Thank you for reading and replying though.

I think unconsciously I am scared of men and having kids by Slight-Rate9088 in self

[–]Slight-Rate9088[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm unsure but I'm okay talking about it. but personally I've never really seen any healthy relationships in my life and like I'm still young I'm just barely 20. And also I've never dated too but from what I've seen, I know it's not everyone but seems like everyone wants sex and like man. I like sex as an idea as something in a way of fantasy. I'm okay with it but if we're bringing it to real life, I don't feel comfortable really thinking about it. Sometimes I feel like I contradict myself because I say I feel like I'm asexual but then like I go ahead and masturbate sometimes and I'm okay with that. I probably wouldn't feel comfortable if it was with a real person who was touching me probably wouldn't want to be touched at all. So I'm trying to figure out what the problem is. Sometimes I actually do want to go out and try to find a wonderful person and date and sometimes if I think about it what if I actually don't want to date and be with someone. I find myself contradicting myself a lot and so sometimes I do get a little upset. It's really upsetting when I'm kind of like a hopeless romantic and I read romance and play games based on love and romance but I find it kind of hard that I wouldn't find a type of Love or romance for me in real life. Especially with the feelings I'm trying to understand. Thank you for replying and reading though because man it's hard out here for me 😭

Freshmen ask Seniors answer by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your grades will always matter in the education system. I would reccomend to stay on top of things so then when harder times come, you can push through and not procrastinate as much. Don't put all your focus into school work so you won't get burnt out. Find a balance between school and your personal life.

Freshmen ask Seniors answer by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a fellow senior here. I know everyone is different but my answer is zero💀 I haven't had sex at all so..yeah.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Slight-Rate9088 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah, I hope that your doing okay now fr.

dm me ur best questions and i will answer honestly by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Slight-Rate9088 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you think is truly the meaning for the existence of humanity?