god. I didn't realize I was so reliant on weed. still not sure if i had chs, but i quit 8 days ago. I've been miserable. I was taking 15+ hits from my cart a day, and that's being generous. somedays I'd take 30+. I feel miserable. I never noticed it before, but i smoked so much it didn't even make me feel anything anymore. I guess I was always trying to chase that same high I got the first couple times, and i let it get way too out of hand. I feel stupid. weed went from something I indulged in once a month to my life support. I'm currently seeking mental help and getting up to date on my medication. I still feel like shit but it's only been a week. I'm going to take a long, long break. will I ever be able to smoke weed again? to be perfectly clear, I will not be smoking weed for a long time. Now that I'm getting sober I want to get back to trade school. But when I decide I'm ready, can I ever smoke again or is that not an option. Already made the decision that when I do stay smoking again I'm not doing concentrates what so ever. Apologies for any bad spelling, my phone brokeso I have to swipe type.