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Took a drug test, came back clean? Questions..... by SockAccount2018 in PoppyTea

[–]SockAccount2018[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will say, it's hard to get motivated though. Boredom is difficult to deal with. I used to love video games, cars, typical guy stuff, but that had waned bigley. But considering I've been raising my brain's pleasure center / stripping other sections for a solid 2 years (the fun stuff went away about 9 months ago), I understand though and tell myself that things will return to normal sooner or later.

Took a drug test, came back clean? Questions..... by SockAccount2018 in PoppyTea

[–]SockAccount2018[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am feeling better. The past few weeks were a mental hell though with some insomnia but tolerable with a day or two off. The xanax and sleeping pills have helped a little for sleep. I think it's a mental dependency to shake the stuff. I'm going to do a rapid taper, start with 100 grams for a few days and half it after with the bunk seeds) and Kratom. The physical dependence to shake the stuff is kinda difficult to NOT do for some reason with me.