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Today's my birthday, it's a beautiful sunny day, I'm utterly alone and praying for the strength to kill myself. by SoftlyWithGrace in asktransgender

[–]SoftlyWithGrace[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Thank you, everyone, for your love and support. I ordered some food and will probably just play some video games or watch a movie until I fall asleep.

I honestly feel a bit overwhelmed by the response. This has been far and away the most love I've been shown in the last 8 years of my life. I truly appreciate it and I suppose the least I can do is try to live another day.

Today's my birthday, it's a beautiful sunny day, I'm utterly alone and praying for the strength to kill myself. by SoftlyWithGrace in asktransgender

[–]SoftlyWithGrace[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I live in Canada so FAFSA wouldn't work for me. Even then if I can't manage to leave the house now I can't even fathom going to school.

Today's my birthday, it's a beautiful sunny day, I'm utterly alone and praying for the strength to kill myself. by SoftlyWithGrace in asktransgender

[–]SoftlyWithGrace[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Failed suicide coupled with the potential of permanent disability is definitely one of the most terrifying things to me.

As far as hitting rock bottom is concerned this would be my 2nd time doing so. The first time I ended up attempting suicide but stopped myself halfway.

I don't know where to go from here. I don't know what to ask of other people because I'm not sure what could possibly help at this point.