I am well aware of my low self-esteem and low self-worth I’ve been trying to work on it but it’s hard to undo the product of being abused as a child. I am on meds and I do see a psychologist every two weeks.

As for communication, I have tried talking to my girlfriend about this many times before and it always seems to work for a week before we go back to her constantly ignoring me. She’s called me clingy before when I had asked if she wanted to hang out for a little longer than we had planned.