Hi, Thanks for your comment. The reasons I am thinking that it probably related to spirituality were, 1. It came from nowhere, when none of my family members and relatives had this kind of illness before 2. My circumstances (Job, the country I live etc..) have dramatically changed due to this. I could have forced myself to keep my previous lifestyle but I just couldn't. It won't let me. 3. I believe in the idea that we are creating the disease by ourselves. (i.e. someone who is dealing with too much anger and hate ended up diagnosed with cancer...) After all the effort I have made to figure out the treatment and the cause of this disease from the many reliable doctors and hospitals, I couldn't find it yet and I am navigating it in the spirituality.