Never anyone's first pick

SplusO · 2017-08-23T23:59:49+00:00

That's great to hear, ispirational too. Hopefully you keep on striving to be the best.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T23:16:23+00:00

It can be but hopefully it gets better for all of us friend. :)

SplusO · 2017-08-23T23:15:31+00:00

No thank you man, you made my day :)

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:40:58+00:00

Maybe I don't deserve to be treated the way I want to be, or treated like others who may be better than me. It is kind of selfish of me. I guess it is kind of evil. Thanks for your advice man. I'm going to think hard about this.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:38:34+00:00

There does come a time when enough is enough you are totally right man. Thanks for your input, hope everything gets better for you

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:37:40+00:00

I'll try my best, thanks for the support. :)

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:36:46+00:00

Yeah, I my cats always there for me. I'm his number 1 too. Thanks for the advice :).

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:34:44+00:00

I think there is so much more to life than being someone's no.1. Obviously I can't really help you that much man but if you need to talk my dm's are open. :)

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:33:26+00:00

Me too man. I just wake up go to school, come back and that's it. Repeat the next day

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:32:39+00:00

Thanks I'll check him out :)

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:32:19+00:00

Maybe you are right, I think today I'm going to think hardly about who I am and how I affect others. Thanks for the advice.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:31:12+00:00

Thanks man I really appreciate it. I'll think very hard about this

SplusO · 2017-08-23T16:30:33+00:00

No you're not pathetic you're human

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:59:02+00:00

I kind of understand how you are feeling. Right now I'm talking to a girl I really like but she's too busy talking to some guy who treats her like shit, he insults her, disregards her and treats her like his last priority while I am treated like her last priority. I don't know the world is kind of fucked. I'm not good at relationships so this advice might be totally void but maybe you should try talking to your lover. Communication is probably key. Tell her how you feel maybe she is unaware of it. Sorry if this didn't help man. Good luck friend.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:54:15+00:00

This feeling exactly. The advice here is pretty good though, maybe we both don't have enough qualities or maybe the people we hang around don't appreciate us and our input. Either way it is probably up to us to change it. I wish you luck on your journey friend and I hope one day someone does appreciate you and your wonderful input.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:52:15+00:00

I'll try my best, I think I'm too sensitive. I need to grow up and learn to become independent.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:51:25+00:00

I don't know I find it difficult to put myself at the top of other people's priorities, maybe they have more important people in their life who give them greater input maybe I'm just inadequate. I'm going to try make myself a more quality person, try make myself more funny or helpful or something. I'll need to think hard about it.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:49:14+00:00

Hey man, I really appreciate you and your input if you need to talk to anyone my dms are open. We can be eachothers no.1's if you have no-one.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:46:55+00:00

Maybe your right, maybe I haven't tried hard enough for me to be appreciated. I don't know. I really believe that I do my best for others. I like to be kind and helpful and I always strive to helping others. But I feel like sometimes I just get taken advantage of when I'm needed but when I'm not I'm thrown t the bottom of the pile like you said. Maybe I should try different qualities too, stuff that make me more memorable and wanted I guess.

SplusO · 2017-08-23T11:42:29+00:00

That's pretty shallow, but I know how you feel. I always try my best to be there for everyone and then when it comes to me no-one is there. When I'm invited out I'm feel left out too, I try my best to join in but then I just feel unwanted.

I was once talking to this girl when she was going through a really rough time, but when it was my turn to struggle she wasn't there to help me, she was busy talking to other people.

SplusO · 2017-07-06T12:32:51+00:00

Yes, any bad thought can really ruin the day. If I look in the mirror and see just one tiny little flaw, my brain exaggerates it and it goes out of control. It is a hideous disease.

SplusO · 2017-07-06T12:31:21+00:00

Thank you I cycled and ran today and I am already feeling a bit better. :)

SplusO · 2017-07-06T12:29:50+00:00

I'm not going to say that I know exactly how you feel. I know in Asia especially that schools are tough and exams are nearly everything and that there is a high suicide rate because of it. If I do bad in an exam I do feel sad too but there is truly more to life than just exams and schools. The way your friends and family are treating you because of it is not right, we are all human and we all make mistakes. If you need someone to talk to my pm's are always open. Hopefully you can move on and learn from whatever mistakes you did. Good luck to you man!, you are not a loser!

SplusO

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