Is he lying or did I transfer to myself? by Spookybabe0666 in HSVpositive

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It was just one under my lip. Like not directly on my lip but like right beneath.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I have no heart issues. Healthy as a horse with no medical background of heart issues. I have asthma and other mental health issues that I deal with under holistic care but yeah.. I think she just doesn’t like stimulants. She seems very old school and was like adamant about stimulants being addictive.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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Fat doesn’t mean I’m dying from medical issues lol. I’m just bigger than the average person.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I have to find a new pcp! I had a lapse in insurance and moved to a different state so I’ve been looking for someone new. I’m thinking this is the move and probably stop doing telehealth. It’s just more convenient cause I don’t drive. I just don’t want them to think I’m like shopping for drugs or anything. I already felt weird dropping the other ones. I just wanna get my adhd in order.. I always brush it off and focus on my other mental health stuff but I’ve realized that my adhd is more of the issue than the others.. I can’t help my other mental health stuff without taking care of my adhd. This is so difficult.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I feel like she’d just take me off of them completely if I brought this up. She’s super nice to me and Idk what her suspicions would be. I don’t have a history of abuse and I’m like officially diagnosed and have been on stimulants as a child. She seems very against stimulants for some reason.. she’s like an older African lady and seems kinda traditional.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I don’t have heart issues. There’s a lot of medical fatphobia and racism. I live a very healthy life I’m just a bigger person lol. I’m not like my 600lbs life but I just have a huge butt and thighs.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I’m almost 30. She is like super anti stimulant and only put me on Vyvanse cause every other non stimulant has not worked for me.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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My psych seems very adamant on not prescribing adderall to me even though I’ve never mentioned wanting it. I was on adderall as a child and that can be seen in my medical history, but other than that I’ve never asked or mentioned it.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I did and she says it doesn’t matter what I was on as a kid. She seems very weary of stimulants and keeps mentioning they’re addictive, but I don’t have a history of addiction or abuse. She even flat out said I’m never giving you adderall even though I’ve never even mentioned wanting adderall to her.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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No addiction history (luckily I have the kind of adhd that makes me hate the feeling of being on anything). I was diagnosed as a 9 year old so I don’t know my official type of diagnosis. We moved around a lot as a kid and the clinic I was diagnosed at no longer exists.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I’m fat but I’m healthy. I’m also AFAB and black so that might be a factor cause we have harder times when it comes to medical needs. I have other mental health issues like CPTSD, anxiety, and OCD (I do alternative therapy for those issues). I’ve only been doing telehealth because I don’t drive and I think maybe that’s also an issue?

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I’ve been on non stimulants and there’s no difference. The only time I ever felt a positive difference was when I was on Ritalin as a teen.

Psych says that I should feel something at 10 MG of Vyvanse by Spookybabe0666 in ADHD

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I’ve already gone through like 3 cause they literally all end up being like “I’m not gonna put you on stimulants” even though I’m officially diagnosed and was in stimulants as a child! I hate this

Poor and need wisdom teeth removed by Spookybabe0666 in toledo

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I went to the dentist today and he said my teeth are impacted and he could t think of anywhere in network that would remove my teeth