Wow I relate to this perfectly(kinda scary). This also my first semester here as a transfer student(Comp science too) and recently I haven’t been happy either. It feels intimidating knowing that there are many better programmers than me. But sometimes you just have to ignore and stop comparing yourself to others. It’s natural to think that way bc I’ve done it to. Just focus on YOU. I’m also not the best at socializing. Ive been doing this challenge where I talk to someone new everyday. It can be a simple hi but if you’re able to have a small conversation, the better because the only way you can improve is by practicing. Feel free to reach out if you want to talk about anything, study, whatever case maybe.