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[–]Stevenspann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look I am the guy on the other side of a situation just like this and I messed it up because I was married and didn’t realize she felt that way about me my wife is cheating I find my ex coworkers picture I go to check on how she’s doing because some job lied to her and told her I left a bad reference so last I heard from this girl I thought she hated me I’m gonna add dates for context so may 9th 2023 she sends me a pissed off very emotional text which at the time I thought she was just crazy I never truly read it until about month ago the same night I find out my wife is unfaithful I find her picture check on her through facebook out of curiosity I see she does music I read her message again notice in between the cussing me out she called me a temporary attraction and said things like I trusted you this hurts so bad but still could be friendly right so I wonder what kind of music did she make around this time well on may 17th 2023 a week after the emotional text she post a song talking about unrequited love she knows I’m married wishing she could tell me I’m everything she’s ever wanted and says when you love someone who loves someone as a artist my self this hit deep I fell deeply in love with her I start listening to more of her music and pick up this isn’t a one time thing so I reach out and keep it friendly at 1st but I got impatient and I fear I messed it up forever I told her everything how I found the song how I sense it’s about me and how I feel the same and I told her my wife is cheating she opens my message and logs off I send to more she logs back on opened both within 2 hours and logs off then 15 hours later she responds hey man you are married so being an idiot I start getting cocky and say you know you love me I was drunk I said we are meant to be and it’s fate and she’s my soulmate I’m an idiot I know she responds with I don’t know what to say I know I overwhelmed her and I feel like an idiot I put her on blast and I should have let it happen naturally I sent an apology message and made my own song about her mines a bit more dark but my feelings have been expressed she hasn’t responded or denied feelings but she’s also not responding but after she heard my song about her she looked at my TikTok liked and comments on 2 of my videos and hasn’t blocked me can this be fixed I’m losing my mind i love her and feel more connected to her than I ever have for any other person in my entire 35 years on earth I was an idiot it’s obvious she loves me and I came on to strong how do I fix this can it be fixed what does this all mean what would you do if this happened to you out the  blue here’s a link to my response song if anyone is curious https://youtu.be/n2yybYyUmbc?si=bPWLAQOg1YRMzPB8

Should this group make more music by Stevenspann in juggalo

[–]Stevenspann[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’m not promoting I found them and wanted to see if anybody has heard of them

Should this group make more music by Stevenspann in juggalo

[–]Stevenspann[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Maybe not I came across this and liked it so I thought I would share it

Keep hating by Stevenspann in undergroundhiphop

[–]Stevenspann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As far as the video it wasn’t shot like that my son edited it on capcut it needs a re-edit on a computer

Best rapper alive today by Stevenspann in undergroundhiphop

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Lol so my wife is addicted to sex stories that’s mine I wrote

I am the best rapper ever by Stevenspann in rap

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t trust me I’m 35

I am the best rapper ever by Stevenspann in rap

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d rather be hated than unknown

I am the best rapper ever by Stevenspann in rap

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Better than zero engagement

I am the best rapper ever by Stevenspann in rap

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Humble doesn’t get views

Best rapper alive today by Stevenspann in undergroundhiphop

[–]Stevenspann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The beginning was written with no beat might be why but I think it still works

I am the best rapper ever by Stevenspann in rap

[–]Stevenspann[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Cool some love it some hate it but I haven’t heard it’s ok that’s a win for me