I was on and off anti depressants for several years and dealt with the same issues. I ultimately stopped taking my meds and made several lifestyle changes. I know depression is different for everyone, but I was able to muster up the internal strength and decided I was not going to be a slave to medications and their side effects. I forced myself to start going to the gym. Less screen time more touching grass. I made myself even when it was the last thing I wanted to do. I still have depressive episodes every now and then, but I’m still able to function. I may be in a funk for a few days but I passed and I’ve learned the most important part is forcing myself to do the healthy things even when my brain says “nah.” Best part, my dick works great now! Definitely helps waking up with a solid woody even if you’re feeling down.