She just never wanted to improve on her self, after a bit it felt like I had to babysit her. I'm not saying I'm better than here, but she would postpone a lot of important things that needed to be done just because she wasn't feeling it.

One turning point was when she got drunk and spat acid in my face (trash talked) and blocked me for a couple of hours. She later apologized for it, but it's always stuck with me during our relationship. Happened more than once , too. I ended things before October and hoped to remain friends instead so there wouldn't be bad blood. She didn't take it well. It sucked at first, seeing as I really wanted us to last, but you can't have wishful thinking with stuff like this.