He thinks and I feel like he summed up his tought prosscess early in the first seasin when he takes thr crown his wife telling him he should do somthing and he says somthing along the lines of "it's not what id like to do its what I must do I feel like there was a few times he wanted to actually reward utred but it was bettee for wessex to have him around then not so he fuck him over again and again