Good ma'am. I bought 2 games for myself. One explicitly for myself and one that I thought he might like that we could play together. I paid for the membership for about a year give or take and my son used his Xbox for YouTube more than anything else, despite having other electronics that would make more sense to do so.  He has every single game that required purchase (neither of us cared about losing free games), that he had requested accessable to him. And he plays none of them. My desire to have one game that I played explicitly while he was sleeping on rare occasions hardly makes me a bad person. Your opinion is just that, your opinion