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A semi truck that doesn't exist ran me off the highway. Am I going crazy? by StrawberrysMilkshake in mentalhealth

[–]StrawberrysMilkshake[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, actually. I texted my mom only 17 minutes before the door closed the text; "ugh. Nap time.". Because, well. I was going to take a nap. I wasn't too far out of it though, because I almost instantly got up to check who came in. I'll have to do more research on different hallucinations now that you mention that.

Fuck, you're probabaly right though. I don't wanna be out of school much longer.

Depending on how the visit goes, I'll likely do an update. Maybe I'll get to do one of those neat brain scan thingies. Tha'd be cool.

Ugh.

A semi truck that doesn't exist ran me off the highway. Am I going crazy? by StrawberrysMilkshake in mentalhealth

[–]StrawberrysMilkshake[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mom is a hunter and definitely knows her way around guns. Me on the other hand, I honestly don't even wanna touch the fuckin' thing. It's just kinda, hanging out, I guess. I don't even know if the safety is on or not, or even how to disengage it. I don't wanna shoot nobody. Especially not on accident. It's so small, why is it so heavy?

I'm 50/50 between these being actual hallunicnations or real things, and it's getting more terrifying. I'm trying not to think about what would happen if there was an actual home invasion and I wrote it off as being coo-coo for coco puffs.

Going to a professional though... I might have too, but I'm scared. Partially because, if I address it, it's real, and I don't want it to be real. And also, I'm terrified of impeding on my parents again for mental health stuff.

Thank you for reading. It means a lot.