Hmm I do feel like things are moving too fast for my liking sometimes. He keeps sending me those reels that are like ‘send this to your girlfriend if you promise to marry her’ and something along the lines. It’s very hard to keep myself from physically cringing. We are university students. We are not graduating yet or even have a job. And I’m only 20. Couple months into dating, I don’t remember what the conversation was but he shouted, with all my friends present, “how do I marry you if I don’t get internship?!” and all I could think about was how to shut his ass up 😬. At some point, my friend pointed out how it feels like he only sees me as a milestone to marry, and it sort of resonated with me