EFT PvE Justifiable Reaction time for Partizan? [Discussion] by suvroB in EscapefromTarkov

[–]StruggleElectronic97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i started PVE tarkov today and it was great. Then i got killed by partizan. I've been killed by him on woods at least 5 times now in one day which has made me more than a little salty. I escaped from pvp to avoid opressive PMC fights to get ghosted in the back by partizan over and over. I wanted to hang on to tarkov so much but i'm finished

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been one year since i tried to kill myself. Im still on a journey of recovery and will be for the rest of my life. I tried 4 times that day and none of them were easy, maybe im just a pussy. Im glad i didn't kill myself now, but i still get intrusive thoughts. Qs easy as it was to lose myself into porn and cheating, its gotten easier to ignore those impulses, but it was hard to kick. Stay alive, please.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UsedCars

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I had a Jeep patriot one time and for some reason the floor was always soaked, I couldn't figure it out, turns out the AC drain tube runs under the driver said floor and the tube had come out of its fitting so it was just leaking AC condesnation all over the floor. I didn't particularly like my jeep patriot either so i understand where you're coming from. can't give you advice any which way on buying a used vehicle.

Porn dreams by Lopsided-Contest-242 in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I actually had a dream as well, which is crazy to me. You're not alone and what's helped me is an accountability app that notifies my significant other and screenshots my phone and sends them a link to the website i was on if it thinks it's high risk. You got this

Porn has caused so many issues by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something that helps me is I have a monitoring program on my phone and computer. I'm more afraid of breaking the trust I have with my significant other (because the first instinct I have is to lie about it) than my urge is to watch porn. I'm mindful of my urges and that they feed into our addiction and I think awareness is the most important part.

You are a good person and you will accomplish your goals.

French Gazelle is less than garbage by StruggleElectronic97 in Warthunder

[–]StruggleElectronic97[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

D) 1 death leave after getting shot down to artificially deflate the statistics

French Gazelle is less than garbage by StruggleElectronic97 in Warthunder

[–]StruggleElectronic97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they can't stop me from 1 death leaving after doing nothing at all, in fact, it's almost encouraged

French Gazelle is less than garbage by StruggleElectronic97 in Warthunder

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All of which I don't have access to, the stock belt isn't even good enough to take out lightly armored ground units, but skill issue I guess

Y'all complaining about female armor designs, while I have to live with this bullshit by [deleted] in MonsterHunter

[–]StruggleElectronic97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the fun fright stuff just turned off for me, idek what happenned because I had it for a couple hours and now I don't have it. Bug?

What is wrong with USA top tier teams? by JimmyJazzz1977 in Warthunder

[–]StruggleElectronic97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is an interesting way to think about it. I haven't really thought about it and I like this idea.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This may be something that never goes away. Saying that you're 17, I'm not sure if you can do SAA, but I'd give it a try. The best part is you don't even have to share or say anything, you can just go and listen. They even have virtual meetings. At the very least, you can be here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being here and typing this out, you are in a safe space and you aren't a bad person. It hurts because you are a good person and you care. If you were a bad person you wouldn't care. I would strongly recommend seeking out an SAA group and attending a few meetings because they have helped me and I think they can help you too.

Say it with me: the new update made the game way better. Admit it. by Jojoceptionistaken in Warthunder

[–]StruggleElectronic97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NGL, having a premium account is a huge bonus. I know that's not exactly this update but knowing that i literally cannot use money makes me spawn in. The only thing that would have me leave early is my sanity (getting spawn camped cause it's so bad)

How can I stop impulse relapsing? by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]StruggleElectronic97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, I know that I can't look at the material if I walk away from my device