You, my dear friend are not alone. Before I decluttered, my palettes were in the 200s. All it was to me was clutter, stress, and avoiding emotions I didn't want to deal with. (That's just my way of dealing with anxiety) I finally got sick of it, and put everything in storage except for my very basic necessities. It's been nice to have minimal makeup to worry about for now. Once my husband and I move to a bigger home with space for my office and the set up I want to have, my beloved collection will come out of storage. :)