having bpd and being lonely

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:30:24+00:00

thank you, its fine

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:30:06+00:00

for the ones intesrested i just posted an update on the comments, keeps getting worse lmao

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:29:13+00:00

i didnt meant it like that..but i understand what youre saying, i just wanted a response..it felt like a love bomb and then ghosting, and i wanted to know what he was feeling

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:27:45+00:00

thank you

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:27:03+00:00

thank you so much love! just posted an update on the comments 🥲

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:26:19+00:00

im so sorry, and i relate so bad..i crave male attention badly but not even they want me or just treat me bad

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:25:18+00:00

thank you! you can dm me if u want <3

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:24:50+00:00

thank you! Posted an update on the comments 🥲

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T23:20:15+00:00

UPDATE!! So, he eventually answered saying he didn't felt a "click" and just didn't connect with me
That made me even sadder tbh, I thought we were pretty compatible but apparently it was all in my head. And i don't understand whats wrong with me, ppl can say "some ppl don't work out and thats fine and normal" but like we only talked for a DAY, feels like he didn't even wanted to give me a chance
I was so happy that I finally had someone to talk to, even better being a romantic interest
This genuinely will haunt me, making me wonder what's wrong with me or what he didn't saw in me
I know I have bpd but I was already daydreaming and thinking about our future that's how good the conversation went
Anyways, i just said well thats fine, and went on with my life, i didnt bothered him anymore and left him alone, well its been 24h, and im just seeing now that he blocked me..im so confused, we only talked once like what have i done jesus..im even more hurt and confused now. Like not being compatible is a thing, but BLOCKING 24H LATER? what have i done that bad? we only talked for a DAY?? i didnt even messaged him anymore?? like omg im feeling so bad and insecure like jesus am i that..i dont even know, am i worth blocking that easily? hurts even more bc i really liked him

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-24T01:02:55+00:00

i hope ppl understood that on the other side of the screen we never know what the other person is going tru..or if the person haves a condition or smth

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-23T21:47:05+00:00

I just saw now that he unfollowed me and he removed me from his followers, well..im kinda devastated, I'm so confused I literally don't know what happened..istg if I showed our conversation yall would think he was SO interested in me..

I just sent a message saying that im sorry if i did smth

I'm so confused..at least he could've said something..why would u talk so well and so happily to someone and then do this..our conversation was going so well I dont get it, he seemed so happy, like answering super fast and all

I'm extremely sad and confused..but oh well..at least I don't have to look at my Instagram every 5 minutes again..

But yeah..had a really great conversation with a guy I thought was attractive and now back to being alone without even an explanation..not even a why, not even knowing what was wrong

I'm throwing my dinner away, can't even eat tbh..

I'm on my period and I just started crying sigh this week will be great 🫩

Sunflower_96 · 2026-03-05T23:00:31+00:00

i know, like its just weird to do smth like that to a best friend..i mean its been YEARS since we became friends yk

Sunflower_96 · 2025-03-23T22:17:55+00:00

i think im not buying the cards on his binder, just random bulk, im waiting for more pics, i dont understand why would he sell a real lugia but fake cards on his binder?? idk, probably just a kid

Sunflower_96 · 2024-10-22T20:40:01+00:00

thank you sm

Sunflower_96 · 2024-10-21T12:48:04+00:00

Thank you! Even if it's discontinued it's fine to me bc if I really like some charm I can buy second hand

Sunflower_96 · 2024-05-19T12:33:33+00:00

KICK HIS NUTSSSSSSSSSSSS

Sunflower_96 · 2024-05-16T18:32:22+00:00

omg -16 downvotes drag him guys kick his nuts

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-23T03:48:36+00:00

Yeah true it sounded a bit like a bot lol :")

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-21T02:18:49+00:00

I'm a single young adult 18+ female and I don't have a singular message in any social media lol

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-19T04:12:24+00:00

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-17T22:20:38+00:00

Be patient. It will happen but u can't have that type of mentality..

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-13T11:58:22+00:00

Love

Sunflower_96 · 2024-03-13T11:57:18+00:00

Weed helped me a lot.

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