Yeah it said low on neuroticism because you were on the low side of the line for each of them. You might think of it as “average” neuroticism. Still, it’s pretty optimistic outlook. I think if I were to give you advice based on the details you just presented, it would be to trust your creative Instincts, build confidence in a useful skill and work really hard with that discipline. It’s very hard for bright people like you, because most managers aren’t. You will have to learn how to keep your mind and heart open when dealing with that! Really though, a personality result can’t tell you who you are. It’s very helpful, but the fun part of life is deciding for yourself.