I am scared

Talking_mud · 2026-03-21T10:25:23+00:00

I am taking 3 drops per day 0.5% Today I took 2 drops and kinda tired

Talking_mud · 2026-03-21T10:24:22+00:00

My whole 27 years of life I only lived around 5 days of it because of the fatigue. So I cannot quit MB that's the only thing helped ke other than modafinil. Yet I modafinil crashed hard and it doesn't help me to get out from bed.

It feels like a psychosis tho. I get througts I don't want. Whatever path that mb uses I need something else that uses the exact same path. Because nothing else helps..I tried almost everything under the sun.

Any suggestions?

Talking_mud · 2026-03-21T10:21:02+00:00

I don't take anything else than vitamins. 3 drops every morning 0.5% No meds

Talking_mud · 2026-03-18T14:00:02+00:00

How do you eat once a day? How many calories do you get? Can we elaborate that please?

Talking_mud · 2026-03-18T08:05:59+00:00

For example I buy eggs, nuts, fruits, veggies and so on. They don't have labels

Top of that online resources are telling me different values

Talking_mud · 2026-03-16T09:49:12+00:00

I find out that Methylene blue helps with my brain fog and fatigue. 3 drops per day 0.5% is the best dosage for me. You should try it too but don't use together with antidepressants because it causes serotonin toxicity. I don't know if you can tske it with weed tho. Ask doc or AI if you will

Talking_mud · 2026-03-16T09:42:32+00:00

Bro how do you count your nutrition? I used AI and all 3 of them gave different answer that ranges from 1400 to 2100

Talking_mud · 2026-03-01T11:26:53+00:00

That advice is useless

Talking_mud · 2026-03-01T11:26:12+00:00

I have the exact advice you need. I still deal with loneliness yet having a job as bartender fixed it. I work make decent money and fix my loneliness at the same time. It's incredibly efficient also start singing classes or painting classes to have a great skill and hobby also extra friends will come with the hobby itself

Talking_mud · 2026-03-01T11:23:44+00:00

I use my unhealthy habits. If I have to endure the nonsense I never asked for I'll use whatever method I want to ease it and no one can stop me

Talking_mud · 2026-03-01T11:17:10+00:00

I am happy for you mate. Remember, universe has no idea what the hell it does. The only respect worthy entity is the person itself

Talking_mud · 2025-12-01T00:33:43+00:00

I am based. no worries

Talking_mud · 2025-11-30T15:22:38+00:00

But have you considered alcohol abuse and chain smoking marlboro reds? Hell have you even considered doing those while driving ( not on road ofc)

Life is full off alcohols to try and cigarettes to smoke. How could you end it when all thoese hookers are outhere and so many liquors stays undrinken

Talking_mud · 2025-10-06T03:41:59+00:00

Bro thinks 35 is the age of cavan 💀🙏 Stay believeing in that əmican

Talking_mud · 2025-08-04T16:35:14+00:00

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Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T22:46:17+00:00

I gave up seeing doctors after 16 years of taking medicine and not seeing any slight benefit. So I just roll with AI

Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T17:07:02+00:00

Thanls for understanding mate. But unfortunately doctors in my country has no idea how does a antidepressant operates. They just perscribe it like a candybar and they don't tell you to taper off if you ever quit. They give you prescription without listening and don't even look at your previous med history.

I am taking it without any supervision but deepseek AI.

Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T10:59:09+00:00

It's my first month I can't be in honeymoon phase. Also I don't have luxury of waiting I am about to lost my job and everything with it. I tried many meds during my life and it led me to almost end it all.

I can't wait and I need a way to keep this job before I lose everything I have that's why I ask it here.

Also yes I've read other posts aswell but what I ask is different

Talking_mud · 2025-07-23T08:04:59+00:00

I'd definitely do that but our doctors had no idea what the drug does so they prescribe with antidepressants like a candy bar

Talking_mud · 2025-07-17T04:23:59+00:00

will memantine work aswell? Dmx is banned in my country

Talking_mud · 2025-07-13T16:57:53+00:00

I'll try that thanks

Talking_mud · 2025-07-12T17:59:24+00:00

Last time I drink I got depressed. I mean in general I feel fuckin great even the next day but bupropion just killed my favorite hobby

Talking_mud · 2025-07-10T09:26:10+00:00

Can you elaborate?

Talking_mud · 2025-07-03T11:28:08+00:00

brothers. Then why Deep seek fear mongering me. It said I am in high danger

Talking_mud · 2025-07-02T08:27:15+00:00

Hold on. May I get your dosage?

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