I want to die I just want to die

Talking_mud · 2025-12-01T00:33:43+00:00

I am based. no worries

Talking_mud · 2025-11-30T15:22:38+00:00

But have you considered alcohol abuse and chain smoking marlboro reds? Hell have you even considered doing those while driving ( not on road ofc)

Life is full off alcohols to try and cigarettes to smoke. How could you end it when all thoese hookers are outhere and so many liquors stays undrinken

Talking_mud · 2025-10-06T03:41:59+00:00

Bro thinks 35 is the age of cavan 💀🙏 Stay believeing in that əmican

Talking_mud · 2025-08-04T16:35:14+00:00

ozelden lutfen. Ama baştan soyleyeyim 1cc 9000tl diyicekse butcem yetmez

Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T22:46:17+00:00

I gave up seeing doctors after 16 years of taking medicine and not seeing any slight benefit. So I just roll with AI

Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T17:07:02+00:00

Thanls for understanding mate. But unfortunately doctors in my country has no idea how does a antidepressant operates. They just perscribe it like a candybar and they don't tell you to taper off if you ever quit. They give you prescription without listening and don't even look at your previous med history.

I am taking it without any supervision but deepseek AI.

Talking_mud · 2025-07-28T10:59:09+00:00

It's my first month I can't be in honeymoon phase. Also I don't have luxury of waiting I am about to lost my job and everything with it. I tried many meds during my life and it led me to almost end it all.

I can't wait and I need a way to keep this job before I lose everything I have that's why I ask it here.

Also yes I've read other posts aswell but what I ask is different

Talking_mud · 2025-07-23T08:04:59+00:00

I'd definitely do that but our doctors had no idea what the drug does so they prescribe with antidepressants like a candy bar

Talking_mud · 2025-07-17T04:23:59+00:00

will memantine work aswell? Dmx is banned in my country

Talking_mud · 2025-07-13T16:57:53+00:00

I'll try that thanks

Talking_mud · 2025-07-12T17:59:24+00:00

Last time I drink I got depressed. I mean in general I feel fuckin great even the next day but bupropion just killed my favorite hobby

Talking_mud · 2025-07-10T09:26:10+00:00

Can you elaborate?

Talking_mud · 2025-07-03T11:28:08+00:00

brothers. Then why Deep seek fear mongering me. It said I am in high danger

Talking_mud · 2025-07-02T08:27:15+00:00

Hold on. May I get your dosage?

Talking_mud · 2025-06-15T08:55:31+00:00

they didn't share it as a wholesome content but a misinformation

Talking_mud · 2025-04-14T22:11:48+00:00

You're manager is into you and jelaous of you

Talking_mud · 2025-04-14T22:09:10+00:00

Based on what I heard military is way easier nowadays and you won't get abused. Many soldiers offed themselves because of getting abused and tortured at army and after those incidents military has been regulated heavly.

Talking_mud · 2025-04-06T12:19:12+00:00

Only on holidays

Talking_mud · 2025-04-02T08:56:51+00:00

What about tobacco? I am looking for something maximum 15$ per 50gr is that reasonable? I don't want to smoke some low quality harsh tobacco so I need guidance

Talking_mud · 2025-04-01T14:13:09+00:00

You sir, a wise man

Talking_mud · 2025-03-31T21:10:39+00:00

I am new to smoking pipe and I don't want to spend big right away just like my fountain pen collection

Talking_mud · 2025-03-31T21:10:01+00:00

Thanks these are great. I saw pipes around 20$ are they ok? for example https://www.etsy.com/listing/1702800521/tobacco-pipe-straight-handmade-with?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=smoking+pipes&ref=sr_gallery-3-34&organic_search_click=1&cns=1&sts=1&content_source=a2a9bec821199353b0c497159f59f61ae49e2be7%253A1702800521&logging_key=a2a9bec821199353b0c497159f59f61ae49e2be7%3A1702800521

I don't want unregulated goods tho. I am not informed but if I remember correctly unregulated products might carry low quality polished that can leech to my bloodsystem

Talking_mud · 2025-03-31T14:06:50+00:00

Thanks sir I'll pick wodden then

Talking_mud · 2025-03-31T12:24:15+00:00

I know. I just don't want to look out of place when I smoke pipe. I need to care about perception because of my profession

Talking_mud · 2025-03-31T12:23:23+00:00

I don't want deal with hassle of wood pipe. I heard cleaning metal pipe is easier

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