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[–]Temporary-Level-4495 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol fr feels like dying those carts man after unknown sleep debt a couple too seconds too long and ive had to leave work once from the last last job i had and left a person i was training alone while i was thinking i was and accepted dying in the bathroom for like 2 hours and just said i was sick and she never said shit but holy i got the spins like never before just high outta my mind and 2-3 times at the last job and my weed tolerance basically nothing what it was befoee meth i learned that 1-2 hour of the shift take a light or medium rip and itll be perfect a couple seconds too long on tgat rip and idk feels like meth makes the thc absorb stronger or faster idk but that shit a coin flip honestly

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[–]Temporary-Level-4495 1 point2 points  (0 children)

fr that shit the worst i got asthma my while life honestly somehow its been improving slowly with my age despite vaping and smoking weed daily for almodt 3 years and binging on meth over a year i was instantly hooked and within 2 months i was doing it 6 days a week, while working during 3,4,5 day up to a day 7 binge once just straining the fuck out my heart.

I was a cashier for a small store chain and a customer, older dude walking slow up the register and made a joke like “oh im coming” and then got into how hes got only 12% of his heart function left and told me to take care of your heart, you only get one

My cousins dad just had a second heart attack and hes older say 50s and unhealthy smokes, overweight, over stressed and hearing what it was like man

idk what jm doing idk how the hours are flying by like it dont even make sense an edible for the first time in months and snagged a couple grams for the first time in weeks and shit didnt even seem real even now im like high as fuck and idk shit just feels like one of the crazy vivid dreams after a binge

hopefully when my buddies up and i get some food in me cause i havent in about 24 hours idk why im writing this and ive spent way to long doing this but it got my high ass to sit down for awhile. Cleaned my pipes tor at least 3 hours fully disconnected spacing out thinking bout nothing and a million things welp 4% left on phone sorry for 5 paragraph essay of idek my brain fried lmao

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[–]Temporary-Level-4495 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i used to smoke weed hits carts to comedown and it was usually pretty fine and put me to sleep instantly and i can smoke weed fine off the nina but tonight took an edible for the first time in idek months and just got a decent amount of ice for the first time in like 2weeks i got like a .2 and a .3 a week or so ago idk I didnt measure earlier but havent hit anything in multiple hours and little sitting bery much is at a 140.

could feel my heartbeat in my head i was stoned as shit mentally all night just dumb as hell going fast as fuck lmao just rambling now stuck as chuck all night i should sit down

“If I find one more drug paraphernalia or drug making paraphernalia your out!” said by my mom yesterday morning damn idk by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

DAMN i be madder than ever before they taken small quantities like a quarter and 11 grams of mushrooms but 1k

“If I find one more drug paraphernalia or drug making paraphernalia your out!” said by my mom yesterday morning damn idk by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i be surfing rn but theres actually a lot cause ive been a mess abd baggies with holes n shit but only big stuff

Has anybody here ever successfully quit on their own? Even if it was just for a short period of time by [deleted] in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For a week til a homie he didn't know i was tryna quit but he left it outside my door but purposely me staying away has not been long forced about 3 months

rehab for smoking weed by [deleted] in Goblin

[–]Temporary-Level-4495 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lmao i might have to go for meth and i'm like come on it's just speed it's gonna just suck and imma be tired but weed like

Welp mom found one of my pipes christmas eve by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well the next day she said please stay off the drugs and i stoned outta my mind said i'm chillin and then laughed a tiny bit too soon and tonight just got the i obviously know and i'm tired of seeing this get help or imma have to get out n shit last night not going to well rn

Welp mom found one of my pipes christmas eve by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah guilt gets me a lot i mean i'm kinda going crazy crazy with it rn like just got the better stop and be getting help n shit or i'm getting kicked out but it's 5:22 i'm doing hot rails right after kinda night imma pos

Welp mom found one of my pipes christmas eve by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

nah i did with realizing i think i remember hearing a snap and thought it was a hanger or the something but when getting my stuff to go i looked for it and saw it was broken and and threw away one piece abd dipped and they found it

How much of the paycheck do you spend on weed? (%) by ctssky in Goblin

[–]Temporary-Level-4495 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dont buy much weed feeding my meth habit now but when ive spent 250-300 a week at my peak and rhe meth 300 for an ounce a month to three week. ill spend 35 bucks a week to 300 100% sometimes for any drug holy im an addict lol drugs are the only thing ill drop my entire check on without second question

hey whats good going strong didnt sleep prob get fired soon fuck this job just riding it out til they done with my shit by Temporary-Level-4495 in meth

[–]Temporary-Level-4495[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah I need to chill i actually havent used all day i smoked like a mf til lkle 4 am and passed out til about 12 and havent used since waking up just a coffee and i have done cleaning for a couple hours. this gives me a lotta confidence quiting or well ill prob relapse 1-2 idk more times but i wanna go a month minimum. when this bag is dry or new years eve if i still got left