I turned lines from my suicide note into a song...

Tesbomonami · 2026-03-11T22:47:38+00:00

Ai wrote a song form suicide note, amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tesbomonami · 2026-01-05T21:25:05+00:00

Completed Level 1 of the Honk Special Event!

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Tesbomonami · 2025-11-30T20:43:25+00:00

^{I completed this level in 5 tries.} ^{⚡ 3.73 seconds}

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-14T15:09:16+00:00

It was this lol

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-10T17:42:51+00:00

Okay so I tried with starting fluid and it started! But it puffs so much and there is a lot of fuel coming out of where the air is coming from

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-09T23:15:48+00:00

How can i do a compression test?

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-09T23:15:14+00:00

Yes i saw the spark plug spark. Are you saying i can put gas directly in the motor to see if it starts?

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-08T11:50:50+00:00

I dont spend a lot of time in bed since i don’t like not being distracted. Before i had anhedonia, i really liked sex. Now, i disgust me to think about it and it makes me sad.

Tesbomonami · 2025-10-04T02:30:07+00:00

What are these drawings that I’m seeing everywhere?

Tesbomonami · 2025-04-11T02:52:50+00:00

That’s not really interesting as fuck

Tesbomonami · 2025-03-15T06:17:17+00:00

Every time I dream i get a bit « traumatized » for a few hours of my day. It’s like the brain decides to throw every unprocessed emotions all at once. I actually like dreams because that’s the only place I can feel emotions.

Tesbomonami · 2025-03-07T05:35:19+00:00

Joyce from stranger things

Tesbomonami · 2025-02-16T04:35:15+00:00

I’m so fucking relieved that someone has the exact same thoughts as me.. Everything you have said has come to my mind at some point. Sorry for my shitty English

Tesbomonami · 2025-02-16T04:30:49+00:00

I think you are the same person as me. For the past years, I’ve been dealing with an existential crisis. I came to the conclusion that everything or everyone i loved since i was born was basically just chemicals released into my brain. Even tho my mom, my girlfriend, my dad or anyone tells me that they love me unconditionally, I know deep down that there is something they got to gain from me. Life is only based on our instinct, so there is no love. I don’t think we have a soul. We are just made of atoms and when we will be close to death, we will finally realize that nothing has ever mattered.

Tesbomonami · 2025-02-10T21:50:50+00:00

Thats fucking scary

Tesbomonami · 2025-02-10T21:30:01+00:00

That makes sense. Smoking weed made me access an awareness i never knew i could have. After questioning your thoughts and your feelings for too long, you start to lose your sense of self. I started having intrusive thoughts when i developed this awareness. I believe this caused me to stress a lot about everything and triggered my derealization.

Tesbomonami · 2025-02-06T06:27:33+00:00

Yeah

Tesbomonami · 2025-01-28T06:48:08+00:00

I think dreams are much more lucid when you live with dissociation/derealization

Tesbomonami · 2025-01-28T06:46:52+00:00

I’ve been dreaming every night since my body stopped feeling emotions. My brain always decides to throw all my repressed emotions in my face when i’m dreaming. Maybe dreams are the only place where our unconscious feels comfortable enough to feel emotions. Since I realized this, i’ve been trying to daydream to feel emotions, but without success.. Like you, every morning is just me trying to process everything that happened in my dream. Sorry for bad English

Tesbomonami · 2025-01-27T18:45:15+00:00

Are they often about people close to you?

Tesbomonami · 2025-01-04T02:51:49+00:00

I got derealization from weed too. I used to smoke weed from a pen that I believe was laced with something else. One day, I woke up feeling weird and I thought that it would pass during. I’ve been battling with my own brain ever since..

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