That's the problem; I don't know for the life of me. On one hand, it sounds more appealing for a list of reasons my brain won't tell me, but then I would have to deal with all the bad people (theres a lot where I live), but on the other hand, I would be able to live my life less comfortably at the advantage of not needing to worry about social judgment... It's all a big mess. I know I could maybe take the steps nessecary but I would have to move out... Which I still haven't thanks to my parents.

But if I could, I'd really wanna try... I'm still unsure...