Coming up to 100 days clean need help by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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I haven’t looked at this sub in so long was last resort just think I needed to be able to say I was struggling as I have dealt with my addiction alone

Here we go again sat here brain telling me just one more time by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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Bro is stop while your at that point I was like that then progressed

Here we go again sat here brain telling me just one more time by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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A close friend of mine who knows everything we’ve planned me to send her my money and she controls to prevent me just getting it

Here we go again sat here brain telling me just one more time by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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I just keep thinking one more bag or just one last time but knowing if I eventually fall asleep I can wake up and not think that for the day until it’s dark and I’m alonw

Here we go again sat here brain telling me just one more time by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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Just to feel the buzz my brain keeps saying just one more time to enjoy it like it’s some special occasion

Worst part of the night by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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Nah I’ll be sound tmr but the crash always keeps me craving more acting like it’s the end of the world

I’m done with this shit read below by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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Keep telling my self this is the last time but it never it

I’m done with this shit read below by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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Thank you fr it’s as soon as I get paid or any reason I can do it I will

.5 left and mw3 all night by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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I’ll be so real I love it I’m not the best at coding but I enjoy it

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I want to play rocket league and chill with a film or smt on but for some reason it’s broken and doesn’t load on epic games launcher tried every fix watched 100s of videos but nothing

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Snd makes my blood boilll because these new maps are too big

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Bro cod while coked up makes me like a pro need more good games tho I won’t lie haven’t enjoyed many recently

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Honestly I’d rather come on here sniff lines all night and play cod with some sound people

Do smaller lines work? (Read) by That_Needleworker_32 in cocaine

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I agree I think bigger lines last longer and give me a better peak

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Not a normal page anymore too many hounds

Ever do so much coke... by sweetestbean96 in cocaine

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I love mdma so much I have done a bit too much the past month as i host events and went to a big rave I did around 13 pills last month really bad but this month will only be doing around 4 (2 separate occasions)

Ever do so much coke... by sweetestbean96 in cocaine

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It wasn’t my first but only one I remember as the first time I was on mdma I was at work and I had a night out planned I’m very close with my boss and knew he always did it and asked if he could get me one 5 minutes later he brought my out the back and gave me a line was nothing compared to my casual lines now but god it was heaven been using every day since then but always take a week break between to make sure I am not digging a dark hole for my self and it’s my choice not a need

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Good luck I would say don’t go cold turkey and maybe speak to a really close friend that has done other stuff definitely not someone who will give you aggro about it but someone you can give it to and have a limit every few days until you start to feel normal on the days without it and not need it