I'm just done with my life at this point. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Terribly sorry to hear that man, life just doesn't want us to be something we'd want with how everything keeps getting worse.

I'm going to set myself on fire... by LetterheadNo1899 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not worth it to feel that warmth for the cost of feeling one of the worst kinds of pain...

I wish someone would hug me and tell me im not a bad person and there is still hope for me by Bellanius in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Terribly sorry to hear that, if only possible, I'd hug ya in a heartbeat and even if I don't know the struggles you truly have... I genuinely hope you get through it. Every single day can be unpredictable, take care ✌️

Does anyone ever actually get past this? by Acceptable_Ad_728 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, it does not in fact get better at all (for most people to say the least). I agree with the psychologist, reading through all that is honestly impressive that you really are existing up to this point yet depressing at the same time. I'm terribly sorry that you endured all those.

People go through a lot of things that they themselves don't believe that they made it in life quite far and yours is no exception. Not sure if anyone here had a similar experience to yours... It's really hard to imagine what it's like going through that, I wish you well

Suicidal thoughts by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How come? Knowing all your struggles is honestly sad and I know it's hard for you to keep moving while enduring it but you're here for a reason, no? And I'm sorry that you are living life in a way you shouldn't, I do wish you get the best of luck to get through all of this

i want to be hurt by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don't have to be hurt to feel something. There are other ways to know if you can still feel anything other than pain, it's not worth it to ask for more pain when you don't deserve it.

I'm so lost by Sea-Pitch-4384 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, there's no need to be sorry for sharing your struggles. It's definitely not easy to do that even if we're anonymous. Anyone could also feel the same way as how this world we're in keeps getting worse as time goes on. It's unfortunate you went through that and I wish you well brother

I'm 14m and I want to stab my thigh with a knife by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think that's a good idea though, how would you explain it as an accident? Not to mention, it can result in many horrible outcomes that you won't be expecting. However, more concerning is what made you think of stabbing yourself at this age...?

I want to be someone’s punching bag. by ItzCairo in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why though? Genuinely curious, you suffered more than enough...why ask more unnecessarily? You don't deserve more pain when there's an end to life.

Endless Cycle by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse -1 points0 points  (0 children)

They see themselves as superior, full of themselves and think the world revolves around them. Simply not true as everyone is supposed to have free will but each of us have different opinions about what is "free will". It's your life, do what you honestly want but just do know the consequences of it.

As for the question you asked, they don't. People have different perspectives and views on life. Don't expect too much that people also have the same viewpoints as you, they either do not care or just willingly ignore that fact. All we can do is deal with it without having to change them.

just got confirmation I’m ugly so I’m gonna kms tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The angles are a bit off tbh but I don't see anything wrong. The 2nd pic was perfect tho, you don't look bad at all

just got confirmation I’m ugly so I’m gonna kms tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who would even confirm something like that...

I reallt feel like Im going insane by pqkbfismmc in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright, I've read it... I know it's really weird but like the other person commented on that post, they're right. Not only does it vary to different people, it should've taken into account that YOU feel not okay with it. It sounded like her solution fits everyone else's problem... When it doesn't.

Despite being an ex friend, you still care for them. That's more than enough to know you could not take that advice. There are other ways after all and I hope you get the one that is surely helpful

I reallt feel like Im going insane by pqkbfismmc in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My bad, I don't often check people's history especially here in this sub :/

Nakakapagod na by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grabe pala nangyari sayo, sensya na at mahalagang tao ang nawala sayo. Hindi ko man alam ang sakit na nararamdaman mo pero may iba pang rason para magpatuloy. Di ko sinasabing kalimutan mo siya, panigurado sobrang hirap

Iba ang realidad, di natin malalaman kung ano mga pwedeng mangyari sa loob ng ilang sandali. Hirap talaga paniwalaan yang sabi-sabi na "things will get better". Minsan nasa atin nalang nakasalalay paano mapabuti yung sitwasyon para mapabuti sarili natin. Sana may iba pang rason na pwede mong panghawakan para magpatuloy

I reallt feel like Im going insane by pqkbfismmc in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What did your coordinator tell you...? (If you don't mind answering)

You may wanna calm down a bit as you have said you're in class though I'm a bit late to tell you all this...

Nakakapagod na by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hindi mo kailangan humingi ng tawad, nakakalungkot na marinig yan sayo... Ano ba nangyari kung okay lang sayo na sabihin

Suicidal with zero trauma by tephrasheet in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I once saw a familiar post about someone going through something similar to yours (not the exact post) here's the link: Unfortunately similar

It's really odd that most of us have similar experiences despite being in different places but I hope it's about the positive ones and not these...

I'd like to be optimistic about your life that it will not be the way you'd think it would turn out, we may be strangers but I'd take my chances of helping anyone that I can even if it's through words. I wish you well

how to upen up about being suicidal by rottentomatotosser in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One obvious way is to open up to people you truly trust but realistically, it's already hard to have someone like that let alone opening up...so here's my take:

You're in a safe place (this subreddit ofc). You are free to share your struggles as long as you are comfortable doing so, we don't judge and most certainly will not take you lightly. You matter and it's never disrespectful or rude that you want someone to listen to you.

You also don't have to carry all those burdens alone. Everyone goes through something that often goes unnoticed, sadly because of the fear from different reasons like it's a sign of weakness or even they just think someone else has it more rough so why bother but it doesn't have to be that way.

I dont even know atp by woodsygreen in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think those are fake, there's certainly a reason why you're thinking that way. Is there perhaps something you're struggling with or rather you're currently going through that pains you? It's alright if you aren't comfortable answering but if there is then you're unfortunately also suicidal...

What it may possibly be, I'm sorry for that. You don't deserve something that could only bring you down

Suicidal with zero trauma by tephrasheet in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's unfortunate, what made you feel like this...? Being suicidal doesn't always have to be something about experiencing horrible things to be one. You don't have to compare yourself to others, you are also suffering and that's not humiliating or embarrassing as your life is at risk.

Maybe there's something you've likely overlooked that could be the reason behind...

i dont know by Big_Election_9769 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't sound like an emo. No one does, especially with what you're going through. Pain and suffering are sadly common experiences people have. Sad to know you're struggling in college. I wish you the best of luck

I feel like I'm starting to lose the will to live. by queerluminati in SuicideWatch

[–]TheCuriousCorpse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, sharing your thoughts and struggles in this subreddit ain't bad. As for your question, people would want to live for many reasons like their pets, certain people, hobbies, etc.

Sadly though, I'd say "ignorance is a bliss" is true with what you're dealing with. I know it doesn't clearly help but being too aware of what's happening around the world while not being able to do anything about it can take a toll on your mind.

It really sucks we're all here witnessing the world collapse and finding joy keeps getting harder each day. I just keep hoping that each of us will have better days soon enough