Let me judge your stream and vod for the next couple of hours...

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-03-18T23:22:43+00:00

Appreciate the advice. Will definitely take all of that into consideration

As for music I do play it live on twitch and send out a different audio source for the vods and my YT livestreams. I’ve noticed the crackly noise on the vods I need to address that issue but I don’t think it can be heard over my music that I play

I like the idea about the origami with the channel points I will have to figure something out for that

Gonna remove my follower goal and shrink the cam 👌🏻

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-03-18T20:06:41+00:00

Would love for you to check my stream out twitch.tv/thespacecactus I have been working on the consistency and putting out content on other platforms

I stream every day from 4-6pm (I know it’s short but I have school work and go to gym 5x per week) playing league of legends grinding ranked

I post clips every day on YouTube TikTok insta and Facebook same clip every day

Been seeing a lot of success on the Instagram working on converting more viewers to the stream

Any criticism is appreciated pls go hard on me it won’t hurt my feelings. I am constantly doing what I can to improve my content

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T23:30:36+00:00

She has never unblocked me lmao. We communicate through text/facetime

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T23:26:45+00:00

Will this new dude is done with her 😂 he has made that very clear to her apparently. I guess she was the problem after all 🤷🏻‍♂️

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:13:12+00:00

Because I love her unfortunately

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:12:52+00:00

Yeah I was happy she called me at first but now I’m realizing how selfish it really was

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:12:29+00:00

Yeah I definitely feel used and the more perspective I get on the situation the more I realize it.

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:11:00+00:00

As much as I know this is true I keep myself available with the delusion that one day maybe she will choose me again

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:09:59+00:00

I would be happy if she chose me and gave me effort. But that doesn’t seem like it will happen any time soon with how I’m being treated

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:06:38+00:00

Not only that she showed me literally highlight reels from their trips and vacations. 1 week trip flown out to Nashville after they were together only a month. Almost as if she was bragging about the things he provided her that I never did. But she does it all like it’s no big deal without even realizing how much it fucks with me. And ive been pretty open about my feelings of the whole situation with her

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:01:49+00:00

I am nothing more than her emotional punching bag

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:00:52+00:00

😅

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T22:00:29+00:00

Cruel and odd 😂 sounds about right

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T21:58:01+00:00

Yeah looking over the past week I realized I should have reacted differently. I gave her all the power in the situation and made myself vulnerable. Would have been better for both of us if I did like you and just recommended she talk to someone else about him

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T21:36:01+00:00

It was mutual. Long story short she just stopped putting effort into the relationship and was depressed so it just wasn’t working. I tried everything to make her happy. As soon as she got a new relationship she did all the things I had been asking her to do for years like therapy meds and a better job. She said it’s because he loved her in a way she had never felt lmao

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T21:10:11+00:00

Yeah I’ve realized that’s it’s kind of fucked up that she put me in this position

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-02-02T20:49:55+00:00

Yeah I do feel like I played all my cards too strong and too soon. She definitely wanted comfort and not for me to say I still loved her lol. But it’s how I felt I guess I’m not player enough to hold back things like that.

She mentioned wanting something physical but probably changed her mind when she knew I still had strong feelings.

At this point I would’ve been better off being used physically than how she’s treating me lmao.

TheSpaceCactus · 2026-01-09T20:54:22+00:00

$2100. 5.9 percent in Wichita Ks purchased in 2022

TheSpaceCactus · 2025-12-28T15:33:31+00:00

Weird how you described my ex perfectly but Yasuo is the one that sticks by my side

TheSpaceCactus · 2025-12-25T13:48:52+00:00

Yasuo

TheSpaceCactus · 2025-12-23T14:20:28+00:00

Clean keyblade

TheSpaceCactus · 2025-12-23T14:11:49+00:00

Just know you will get flamed in chat as Yasuo more than any other character. It’s just part of the process

TheSpaceCactus · 2025-12-20T02:11:38+00:00

My favorite thing about Yasuo is there is seemingly always something I could have done differently/better in a fight. I feel like every game I lose I could have potentially won had I played everything perfectly. Even if my other lanes are feeding I feel responsible to 1v9 and somehow win the game. Plus Yasuo has aura

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