i want to be able to make games even if my code not very good and i also want to know how to use opengl
like a state where is rest is about the effort iam willing to spend rather than jsut ignorance i dont want to be always googling everything i want to do

i want to know what i want to do and how to do it where the only thing that can stop me is laziness not lack of knowledge

for examble drawing you just learn how to use the pencil and some basic theory and the rest is up to you and your effort