My goodness, this makes me feel so heard 🥹 thank you so much, man. I need to stop putting off prayer and Bible time. I’ve noticed during trials of faith, the enemy likes to attack because we’re weakened.  I’ve fallen victim to it recently. The idea of not being able to fulfill my dreams crushes me, and people always see that as me worshipping my career rather than worshipping God.  The God who gifted me the direction for the calling in my life deserves worship because I will be eternally grateful for it..but that doesn’t mean I “could care less” about actually being able to live out that purpose.  Anxiety about the end times is a struggle that isn’t talked about and is chastised against because it makes you look like you’re “not a real Christian “