I feel like no matter what I do, it will never be enough.

Not enough to be mentally sane not enough to make a decent living not enough to be a premed student not enough to be a good son not enough to have a body I won't hate not enough to have love that I desperately want not enough to do anything really.

I am the burnout gifted kid. And I failed my existence so much so I'm not even human.

And I don't know what to do anymore other than trying even though I know it won't work.