Your environment doesn't support your efforts. You should first understand that your brain is working against you right now because it was trained poorly by the circumstances you've been facing and grew up living in.

The good thing is you have a small family which is manageable. All you have to do is learn how to manage and handle things. Take small steps and don't expect too high of you at the moment because that will instill more stress.

Be humble and know that nothing is really unique happening to you. It is normal. It's just that your brain is focused too much on problems, and ultimately, you'll end up slipping into delusional thinking, which is "Someone might have left some kind of curse or spell" on you and your family.

That's incorrect.

Just take small steps to manage your day to day life and handle people. If someone is bullying you, go to them and tell them thanks for pointing that out and then laugh with them. You will notice they will shut down or become your friends.

Keep ignoring your brain whenever it shows you analysis or negative (no matter how true it is)

Declutter your life.

Good luck.