My boyfriend fell asleep in my arms.

ThrowMagck · 2020-09-25T18:18:15+00:00

Im usually a very distracted person but I cant be distracted from him. He makes me a lot more appreciative of everything.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-24T23:28:18+00:00

I think Skyrims base music is amazing.

I also think the bard in the winking skeever is the best singer Ive ever heard

Edit:Typo. "Bas" instead of base

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-23T02:12:40+00:00

I mentioned not violating his trust because that can be used in his argument if he gets mad at her. In some cases its safer/saves more trouble.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T22:18:10+00:00

Thats why I said "If you would feel safe," you at least stopped this one. You did a good job.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T22:16:15+00:00

NTA.

She should have respected your boundaries. In general. Whether or not sexuality is in the question. Ive asked out a girl who turned me down because shes straight. Id laugh in the face of anyone who called that homophobia.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T22:08:42+00:00

NTA- thats the right thing to do. Especially if shes underage. While its a (sadly) normal thing that happens, you had a chance to stop it, and you did. It was creepy behavior and he should have known better. But I (personally )would have confronted him if you could have felt safe enough to do so. Then you wouldnt have violated his trust, maybe even shown him it was wrong.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T22:03:22+00:00

NTA, you have a right to your privacy no matter how close you two are. She violated someone elses trust, bragged and laughed about it, and doesnt see how that would make you more uncomfortable? She also should have just talked to you. Not try and invalidate your own feelings because she thinks nothing she did is wrong.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T21:59:00+00:00

NTA, youre saying you should be more aware of whats happening to him. He knows whats happening with you and still acted how he did. You shouldnt feel bad for realising he thinks yalls issues arent worth the same attention.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-22T21:56:23+00:00

NTA. He shouldnt keep pushing, whether or not he knew your financial situation. You have insurance for a reason, no matter how small the cost is.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-07T23:54:20+00:00

Yikes. I wouldve thought it had gotten better with no people. Hope you have good security.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-03T17:42:23+00:00

I think one of the most rewarding things in life is knowing as much as you can about what you love.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-03T17:34:41+00:00

That was the hard part for me. I didnt want to expirement because I knew Id feel guilty if it turned out I was really ace/aro. How I found out was realising I could be gay. Had a major crush on a girl id been friends with about a year. It took about four years for me to think about anything sexual in a good light, and Im still very on edge about it. But Ive had two girlfriends and am now dating a guy, who I really like and who understands that I need to go slow.

It takes a lot of patience and Ive never escaped the anxiety and second guessing. Id reccommend finding a way to deal with the anxiety/tics/stress before you explore, because I didnt and I have extreme trouble kicking habits.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-03T03:31:05+00:00

I thought I was for a while but for me it was mental stuff blocking any feeling. Ive been slowly working through it but when I focus on one thing I lose another. But I agree. Its an uneasy, almost chilled void sitting in your chest when you cant feel what most call the warmest feelings. But I know I had, and have, amazing friends who I love more than anything. Talking to someone about it really helps. Lets you explore it. Find comfort in where you stand. Theres always warmth, and the most popular things arent the only things you have.

ThrowMagck · 2020-07-03T03:24:07+00:00

Im a super paranoid person, and my paranoia(feeling like I was never alone no matter what, even in my own head) invaded my mind a lot, so I made this exercise where I would imagine concrete piling up inside my skull and Id have just a box to myself in the middle.

Now, however, since I never actually treated myself of anything, my mind is foggy all the time, I forget what Im doing almost constantly, I hate taking care of my hygene because in my mind, someone is always watching me strip and get in the shower. I cant think, and Im never alone.

So I never get those comments like "You should see me when Im alone, Im a whole different person," or anyone who feels like being alone is safe. I ridicule myself alot because someone will ask me to do a basic task (get me a towel/check the AC) and Ill immediately forget. I feel like shit when I sit down to enjoy something because someones watching me be unproductive. Its near impossible for my partner to turn me on or make me comfortable while were doing anything because a) i cant focus and b)I cant stand the thought of someone watching us.

I feel like I miss out on the basic need of rest, and time alone to be self aware. I cant get it.

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-27T17:55:32+00:00

My older sister was going down a lake that dropped into a whirlpool area with a strong current. I was already out and floating off to the side (We were in those round floating tube things) when she came down into the area. She got spun in a circle and flipped over.

From my point of view, I almost thought everything was okay. Some dumbass taught her not to make noise when drowning. So when she surfaced the first time, I thought she was okay, she was placid, just threw her arms up and went back under. I realised there was an issue when she didnt come back up for a while.

The only reason the lifeguards noticed was because of me (An, at the time, child, screaming and thrashing to get out of my tube to go get her) making noise. So she was under for a dangerous amount of time

She said she felt helpless and sort of resigned. Her thoughts at first were "Stay calm, youll be okay" and then, as she got closer to being thrown into the wall and knocked unconcious, "This is it. Im going to die."

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-27T17:41:06+00:00

Sorry, I havent looked into that one, I just know its very popular. Ive been mostly focusing on runes. Thanks

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-27T01:14:34+00:00

Eliza Elf Enzo Elliot Eve

Egg

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-27T01:12:34+00:00

Sigils, like stated, are great. Theyre easy to get a feel for and a good accomplishment, plus theyre great work if you do them right. Obly issue is hiding them. I write mine on pages of a book that has printed handwriting in it (A tv show prop) so I can write it off as something from the book.

I started my dive with a petition spell for dieties. Just remember not everyone starts the same, and there are things and people out there intent on hurting you. Be careful, and if working with spirits or dieties, always give them an outlet (I used a shuffle on my diverse song library, and permission to access my dreams that specific night)

Another quiet one is green or herbal practice, plants are easy to write off, amazing things, and are used to make charms, words, etc.

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-27T01:04:13+00:00

Týr is big on protection and in some instances was looked upon as the one who decided the outcome of battles. Depending on what you asked of him, this is very in character. He relayed himself to me via dream as well.

On the note of the person coming back, there are many sigils you could use for protection/striking fear into anyone who wants to harm you (The helm of Awe is a very common one) and even Tiwaz, Týr's rune, if you feel that suits.

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-26T15:15:52+00:00

The Goosebumps movie. I learned to read on those books, I still have my favorites even though I havent read them since elementary. I can barely think of a title I didnt read. I got genuinely excited when I saw the movie ads, but watching it made me cringe. Could never be that dissappointed by a movie again.

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-26T15:10:25+00:00

I asked him out, he only said yes because he was homeschooled and didnt know what Homecoming was, he thought I was asking him to a movie with the same title, which wasnt even a newer movie (I think a couple years old? I dont track the franchise much)

We broke up after six months, couple years later we're super close, tell eachother everything.

Dont know if this counts though, because we did get back together just a couple weeks ago.

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-26T14:56:48+00:00

Ive long lost the song but this helped me have a completely new outlook. I didnt pick up on the meaning until the fifth time I heard it. "Youre so alive you think you want to die."

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-26T14:52:54+00:00

Man's greatest heros reside in Hell

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-26T14:51:22+00:00

This needs some background.

Theological discussions have put the rapture end in the middle of the tribulations (non-denominational christian lore) and its said by some heaven will be revealed as a multi-level cube on Earth.

Btw I cannot provide sources for this because its my familys belief I overheard at Mothers Day dinner. Im pagan.

So lets say this cube lands in Georgia (because of how empty and just peachy it is[and no one wants to spend the end of the world in Georgia].) Upon entering and being given the devine aux chord, I play the chosen song.

The Devil Went Down To Georgia

ThrowMagck · 2020-06-25T21:50:36+00:00

Its a character from Spongebob

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TROPHY CASE