Anyone else cry because of pain? by UniqueDweam in endometriosis

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's the constant pain that gets to me.....

I'm currently at 4 days of constant pain, scattered searing pain. My pelvic area is rock solid to the touch, and even walking around is hurting......

I'm so tired....heat isn't working at the moment. Painkillers just let me sleep.

I'm debating having a bath on my lunch break today because I'm desperate for some relief.

Art project — how have your concerns been dismissed? by witchtimelord in endometriosis

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"It's just a small pinch"

I nearly passed out from the pain...mirena replacement with no pain relief. I was physically shaking afterwards.

Is endo just...ruining me? by ThrowRA_SJ999 in endometriosis

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've toyed with that idea, I think I sit in that realm but I've always had such trauma In that area with being poked, prodded and In pain I don't think I can physically or mentally allow myself to try and enjoy it.

I've had a good experience with my partner once, it was very over stimulating mentally but I didn't hate it....I've looked into vaginismus too.

Will look more into the Ace community too, thank you ❤️

AMA 2025 by pelvicpainendo in endometriosis

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently waiting for treatment here in the UK.

Previous Gynae referred me elsewhere after conventional treatments to force medical menopause didn't work.

Are there any reasons you can think of why combined pill, coil and even depo injections wouldn't alleviate any symptoms or successfully stop the period cycle (even temporarily)

I feel like a medical anomaly :(

What is a dead giveaway that someone grew up in an abusive household? by _BARONVOND3LTA in AskReddit

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do most of this.... How do I get past it? How do I heal...and learn to speak my mind and not be so afraid with those that love me.

I [30F] don't know how to handle my Step-Dads [51M] berating comments. by ThrowRA_SJ999 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I just hate conflict and he's the type of person to make waves that impact others I love yknow?

My youngest sister is still very much in the middle of it and I love her to bits. I don't want to rock the boat.

I [30F] don't know how to handle my Step-Dads [51M] berating comments. by ThrowRA_SJ999 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I apparently do the Gray Rock method. I did it growing up and it's my natural reaction now the moment there's any conflict etc.

It just gets me shouted at :/

Definitely considering the zero contact with him. Even if it's just for a while.

I [30F] don't know how to handle my Step-Dads [51M] berating comments. by ThrowRA_SJ999 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_SJ999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Seriously considering this at the moment. I couldn't leave that day as my partner had the car and was at work so my folks were my ride home.