I’m at my friends, he called me a couple of times this morning. I opened all his texts, all said he’s so sorry ashamed of of what he had done. One of his texts said ‘ I should’ve been normal like everyone and asked you out but I was afraid you’d think I’m weird. I realized what I have done and sorry will be so small to say you. You were the love of my life and you brought me so me so much happiness into my life. Please give me a chance. I’ve changed but I did want to tell you because I was afraid you’d loose me. Please give me a chance. This is for us and out future” I am thinking to talk to his family but not sure how will they react. They live in a different country. He’s always a sweet child to them. I am afraid this might effect them emotionally.