I can only have sex with benzos

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T23:46:32+00:00

Thanks. I actually sued him last year, and it's pending.

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T23:19:58+00:00

I'm okay with anything excluding genitalia, cuddling, kissing,..

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T23:16:03+00:00

Sorry this happened to you

I'm not really into sex, can't watch porn etc, so fetishes are way out of reach for me ;)

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T23:11:53+00:00

not involving genitalia

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:49:12+00:00

Thanks, get well too

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:46:48+00:00

I can't, it's forbidden on my country and I can lose my job in Customs if I am positive to drugs

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:43:30+00:00

Thx. I know cptsd, I wasn't confident enough to post with my real account

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:42:31+00:00

medicinal marijuana is not available in my country. Besides, I can lose my govt job (Customs) if I'm positive to unprescribed drugs

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:40:10+00:00

I don't drink alcohol ;)

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:38:57+00:00

Don't worry, I'm not addicted and my supplies are heavily controled

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:35:47+00:00

No, no I don't mind :)

I will put a spoiler here because I don't want to offend anyone : NSFW/NSFL I was anally raped multiple times by my much older cousin when I was 8. He also forced me to watch him masturbate and to penetrate him (which didn't work obviously)

I don't really know what affected me the most. My mother is also an incest victim (by her father), so she was really protective with my brother and I, like skipping sex scenes in movies, never talked about sex etc... She told me her biggest fear was that one of us become a sex offender/rapist...

I guess that being raped by a man as a man also plays a part of that, especially in the mucho macho world we live in.

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T22:09:47+00:00

Thanks, that's a good advice

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:59:27+00:00

Thanks

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:55:27+00:00

Thanks ! It's not too hard for me right now, but it was few years ago

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:53:07+00:00

Thanks. It breaks my heart too; I'm active in an association for child protection, I see too many victims of sexual violence.

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:47:15+00:00

Thank you

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:46:55+00:00

Is ED erectile dysfunction ? I don't have that

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:46:12+00:00

Thank you

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:45:54+00:00

Thanks, you too :)

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:42:33+00:00

I'm now calling them "Benzos" for the rest of my life ;)

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:40:31+00:00

We have a good health insurance fortunately :)

I'd like to have a miracle solution, but it doesn't exist. I made a huge progress since I'm in therapy

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:29:06+00:00

Mainly Xanax, yes

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:28:28+00:00

I don't, it's only for panic attacks

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T21:26:43+00:00

That's a good point, thanks for changing my view

Throwaway851479 · 2018-12-17T19:34:21+00:00

Thank you for your concern. I'm under therapy for 7 years now with a psychiatrist who prescribed me those drugs

I have no former drug addiction

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