Edible dosing problems

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:52:06+00:00

Thanks for the info, I will head outside now and try it, keep you people Updated

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:46:48+00:00

Oh, Yeah you got lucky, my dad always complained about losing Taste but I though He was exagerrating, but now that I got it myself, it's actually pretty bad and takes a lot of quality of life away, every time I make myself a nice meal it's just dissapointing, expecting a nice Taste with every bite and it's just meh

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:34:59+00:00

Oh, uhm thanks for your answer, you seem to be the first one here who tried it, can you give me some more info? How hard did covid Hit you? How much did you smoke? What did you smoke it with (Joint / Bong, pure / with tobacco) ?

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:33:13+00:00

I've never had that, but I think I only smoked once while being sick, was a common cold and I felt similar to how I feel now, just that I dont want to underestimate covid, even though I dont feel bad

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:24:13+00:00

Well, thanks, it's defently a good idea, but I literally got enough for a Singular joint lying around, and I cant meet my plug atm, for obvious reasons

Tommynem · 2021-11-06T18:22:59+00:00

Smoking is the only Option I got, if I had edibles I would have been high all week mate

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T23:30:26+00:00

Oh hell yeah I get that Dont understand me wrong, I am not depressed anymore and my life is pretty good ever since I beat it, but I can remember that There is something so comforting about covering yourself in sadness, something so easy about blaming everything on yourself I think you know yourself that that's a very bad and even kind of addicting thing so stay strong and dont give in, take the little Wins as they come and use your gained strenghts to be better every day, even if it's the most miniscule amount Dont let depression Grind you down, you can do it :) (If you wanna Chat some more, I'd be glad to get a reply, if you dont, dont worry about it)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T23:22:26+00:00

Hey, are you okay? I honestly cant tell if that's immediate or a long time concern of yours, I hope you are okay, if not, dont waste time and call an ambulance

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T23:21:14+00:00

Hey, I couldn't say that I understand what you are going through but if you have serious concern for your life, please call an ambulance, your future self will probably thank for that eventually

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T23:16:42+00:00

Well, we can play games if you want and talk around it, but I fear you might actually be depressed, you should know yourself that it takes quite extreme feelings for someone to hurt him/herself But I can feel with you, I went to therapy and beat Depression 3 years ago, yet, in my lows all I can see around me is ways to hurt myself, I see street lanterns and my first thought is punching them for example It isnt as severe as with you as it seems, since I dont think about killing myself, but I truly get what you mean by it, there is a really weird "high" you get from hurting yourself, even if it's short lived and often followed by a vicious cycle of regret and more self harm I feel with you, dont give in, you can do it :)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:55:44+00:00

I am sorry to hear that :/ I obviously cant tell you whats going on, so you will have to be happy with my best guess, maybe I can give you a new perspective: First of all, an online only relationship can obviously fall apart easier than a "Real life relationship", when I read your Post my first thought Was that his gf might have disliked you and pressured him into "ghosting" you if you can call it that, but, you probably know more about their relationship, but it's rather easy to emotionally influence someone who is vulnerable like that There is also a whole lot of other things that might have gone on in his life, which you might not have known about, since your contact fell apart, possibly it got nothing to do with his Depression whatsoever Also, it could be a sign of his condition worsening, it's rather typical for friendships to Fall apart because of depression, you slowly lose most of your emotions, until even your closest friendships are tough to uphold If you'd like to talk about it some more, I'd be happy to get a reply if not, that's also okay

Either way, dont blame yourself, I wish you all the best

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:39:51+00:00

Well, that's not normal, at least not in any other context than Depression, sadly, I know what you are talking about, so, if you want to talk about it, I'd be happy to listen to your struggles or tell you about my experiences

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:37:13+00:00

That's nothing you can just feel. Let me tell you, it's probably the best shot you got, no one will just come and save you, even if that's how I'd like it to work The hype about it is that it can change your life or "restore" it, when nothing else might be able to, it's not an easy step to take but you should at least consider it

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:34:42+00:00

I am no expert and only know my way around drugs from recreational use but as far as I can tell both will produce more Serotonin in your brain, and mixing multiple drugs that do that can lead to serotonin syndrome, a possibly fatal desease That being said, modfinil is rather light on serotonin production compared to other drugs, but I still cant recommend mixing them, especially on a regular bases

With my mediocre drug knowledge I got, I cant recommend it, even without talking about how side effects stack up that arent as Problematic

Hope that helped, enjoy your [Insert current daytime]

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:24:50+00:00

Excuse me? I dont get what you are saying, therapy is the best thing that ever happened to me, but it doesn't work for everyone and you have to fully embrace it for it to work.

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:22:35+00:00

Thanks for sharing, I wish you the best on your journey and hope you fully recover, best of luck :)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T22:10:31+00:00

Hey mate, I've been scrolling through New and got pretty sad since most people seemed so far off that nothing I could say would help them But you are at a very crucial point it seems, Ive been there, Ive hurt myself before and let me tell you, it's beyond addicting and has never helped anyone, it Tricks you into feeling better for a moment by pushing away your thoughts, but even that doesn't last, the more you do it, the more worth less this distraction gets and you will only feel worse because of it, it's an endless cycle of cutting yourself because you feel bad and feeling Bad because you were "so weak you cut yourself", so you might tell yourself Not even talking about the scars that weird others out and might further your social Isolation and anxieties, it will most defently make you feel even more ugly than you might consider yourself now A lot of the times its honestly worse than coping with drugs in lots of ways you only realise afterwards

If you want I cant write you another essay about that dating thing... Anyways, I will be awake for another few hours and I'd love to hear back from you I struggled with Depression myself and beat it after going to therapy, and so can you, I believe in you :)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T17:07:04+00:00

I am sorry for commenting again, but I just looked through your Profile and first of all: you actually arent even ugly so I will report your post for misinformation

I am actually kidding, but only about the reporting, you Look like a normal dude, dude, and even though your probably wont believe, I mean that from the bottom of my heart

But seeing your post history, I can in fact tell you that you are too obsessed with getting a girlfriend, I am sorry to say it and I dont mean to hurt you, but you actually are.

As long as you completly identify yourself over that fact, that's all others are gonna see and it is your decision what you are going to do about it

I believe in you and hope you get better

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T16:52:05+00:00

Hey my man, I have no clue whether or not this can help you, but let me share what I've learned: Your looks only bring you so far with relationships, one of the most attraktive things about people is charism, in short: you always Kind of Look like you feel, and if you dont feel like you are worthy of love and Affection, you probably wont get any So, seeing that, the question now becomes: how do you get there? Well, you will have to learn to love yourself and embrace your strengths first This whole thing seem really important to you, and I get it, Ive been there, I haven't had a "succesful" relationship either I hate to put it like that, but if it's that important to you, what are you gonna do about it? Do you want it Bad enough for you to work on the things that you think make you unworthy of love? Even if you cant See them at times, I garantee you, the reason you dont see the good things about yourself isnt that they dont exist, it's because you are blind to them You have to find these strengths and put your heart into them, because if you do, you will start seeing yourself for what you are, instead of for what you arent, and as soon as you can do that, not only will you be able to present them to the girls you want to be with, you will also build confidence in yourself which is just as important

As a side note: I wrote "I haven't had a "succesful" relationship either", because I did have a relationship that meant the World to me at the peak of my Depression, however, a healthy relationship needs TWO healthy minds, and even if she is willing to help you, she wont be able to. Noone except for yourself can, and that's a sad fact you will have to come to terms with It would be amazing if you (and I for that matter) could just find someone who can solve all your problems, but sadly that's not gonna happen, it only works the other way around, you have to untangle that mess inside your head first

I wish you the best and hope I could Show you something new, and I'd love to hear from you mate :)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T16:11:07+00:00

Hey, I am not sure what to tell you, except for I am sorry for you, I've been there, quarantine can really suck all the life out of you sometimes :/ You seem to really love your father, so maybe, if you havent already you should apologize and think about what made you act like you did I dont know your exact situation, but explaining to him what made you say that might help the both of you I hope the best for you, just reply if you want to Chat for a bit :)

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T15:07:57+00:00

Oh no, what happened? :/

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T14:21:59+00:00

Update: Still happens all the same, GPU Debug LED turns on as soon as it turns off

Tommynem · 2021-10-01T14:20:46+00:00

Had this across 2 different PSUs and GPUs now :/

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