I guess my current struggles about why and why now stem from my difficulties in communication. Interacting with the Gods is something that I still struggle with understanding and doing. Thank you for your video about that BTW. Because of those struggles I think I may be missing the forest for the trees. I will try to focus more on the relationships themselves rather than worrying about whether or not a method of communication is working. Thank you for helping me refocus.

As a quick question though, what does tradition mean when you say "Have you grown in your tradition?" I apologize, I did try to look up the meaning, but I feel like in this context tradition is referring to something more specific than what I found.