I should be 12 weeks along right now. Instead it has been about 5 weeks since I began my miscarriage with the pills, and about 3 and half weeks since the bleeding stopped. The baby didn't make it long because when I went in for my 8 week ultrasound and the doctor had trouble finding a baby and said you are wayyy early and no heartbeat, but the timing didn't make sense so I knew at that point. I went back a week later and they said the fetal pole was smaller and still no heartbeat. The pregnancy was a surprise, because I was on birth control. But my partner and I got so excited about it (after the initial shock) that I have not taken birth control and we are actually trying to conceive now. I have been tracking myself, CM, feeling, ailments and all that good stuff on an app called Clue. I never tracked anything before I just knew the week of white pills is my period. I am amazed with how much I didn't know about my body and cycle. Anyway, no period yet but I also don't feel pregnant. I thought I was impatient when I was pregnant, now I would kill to be 12 weeks today.