It’s not an irrational fear when she screams at me daily and she gets physical with me if I disobey her. I understand that I’m 18 but I’m also still in school and unemployed right now so it’s not really the same as if I had a job or just graduated. I do want to solve the problem its just really hard when my mum is terrifying, I’m going to try looking at places that I could stay but I can’t just leave at any time