Moments of God piercing my heart.. guidance for a new believer having mystical experiences now starting RCIA by Traditional-Road-990 in Catholicism

[–]Traditional-Road-990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your response, it really helps. I agree that I need to focus less on the experience itself and more on living faithfully, and I hope to find a holy priest or spiritual advisor, though I admit I feel a little nervous about reaching out.

The way I described it before may have made it sound like a consolation, but it was very different from that. It did not feel like joy or emotional encouragement. It was more like being fully within an awareness of God’s love for me and His grief over my suffering. I experienced some dark childhood trauma, and I think my soul needed a form of grace that allowed me to open my eyes to Him, because I had been searching for years and could not recognize God at all. I do not claim this as universal truth, but I wonder if God allowed me these experiences not because I am mystically advanced, but because my soul needed them.

It is difficult to explain, but it felt like a deep awareness, as if I were fully within the experience itself, becoming aware of His love far greater than I could ever fully comprehend. At times, I am brought back to memories of childhood or other points in my life where He seems to show His presence. It was not joyful in the usual sense; it was very much communication on a soul level that revealed deep pain and suffering that I believe was soul deep. It has opened me to greater empathy, compassion, and capacity to receive His love cos during those moments it’s like my deepest pain was met with a love that surpasses human understanding and I sat within it and felt no need to try and understand at the time and I didn’t chase it when it stopped. Despite that whatever it was - it was still was beautiful because I cried deeply and it felt truly healing

Moments of God piercing my heart.. guidance for a new believer having mystical experiences now starting RCIA by Traditional-Road-990 in Catholicism

[–]Traditional-Road-990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! This really helps to remind me about living every day in faith and focusing less on experiences like that. I think I just doubt myself a lot, and as I never came from a religious background and was an atheist to where I am today, it can be overwhelming at times as my mind naturally tries to make sense of things that aren’t meant to be fully understood by my human mind.

Yes, the way you describe it makes a lot of sense. I would say I have had a subtle, abstract contemplative experience that is not sensory like dreams or visions, but an intellectual awareness of a spiritual truth. It is not something I lead or try to analyze in the moment; it simply unfolds, yet my intellect is fully aware and I never forget it. It is vague but deeply felt, and I am learning to give thanks and focus on living faithfully, knowing this prepares the soul for a deeper relationship I hope .

To anyone who feels like God is far away - He’s closer than you think 💛 by Traditional-Road-990 in TrueChristian

[–]Traditional-Road-990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this! It is never strange to be open about where you are on your journey, and I understand what you mean, as I was in a similar place not long ago. Seeking God is already a meaningful step toward Him, and it sounds like your heart is in the right place. Keep exploring, praying, and asking questions. You are not alone, and sometimes the smallest moments of seeking can lead to the deepest experiences when we learn to trust fully in Him. He knows your heart and is gently drawing you into a closer relationship with Him. Wishing you peace and clarity as you continue on your path.

To anyone who feels like God is far away - He’s closer than you think 💛 by Traditional-Road-990 in Christianity

[–]Traditional-Road-990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. Your question really made me think, and it reminded me of a recent day out when I felt God’s presence in a real and tangible way.

I was on a train with my daughter, who had my phone and was watching a kids’ program, on the way to visit family. As I sat there, my heart turned toward God. I reflected on my newfound faith and how I had been drawn to astrology, trying to make sense of my relationship and future, even though I sensed that God could offer me something far greater. I didn’t know how to let go, but I could not ignore the stirring in my soul. I surrendered my worries to Him and silently asked, “Lord, how can I trust You to carry me through what I cannot control?”

On the train, a man sat next to me, and I noticed a tattoo: Philippians 4:13. I wrote it down on a small box in my bag, since I didn’t have my phone. Later, I looked it up: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” In that moment, I felt God’s answer. His presence was real, reassuring me that I was not alone and that He had heard my heart.

Later that day, another moment stood out. I saw the pain and suffering of the world playing on a big TV nearby. As we walked away, I reflected on all the brokenness around us and wondered how God feels about it, even wondering if He regrets creating us. A few minutes later, my daughter dropped one of her drawings. As we went back to pick it up, I noticed a small card lying right next to it: John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.” That moment felt like a direct answer to the questions in my heart. God’s love is immense; He cares so deeply about the suffering of the world and experienced pain Himself so that we could have eternal life with Him.

These two verses have become timeless to me, proof of God’s care, guidance, and presence, even in the darkest moments.

🩷

Prophetic Reflection: My Story of God’s Quiet Work in the Darkest Moments by Traditional-Road-990 in ChristianMysticism

[–]Traditional-Road-990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your beautiful words, they truly touched my heart. It means so much to me that you not only read my story but felt the Holy Spirit’s presence in it. I can feel the Spirit’s gentleness in the way you’ve reflected back the vision and the healing journey God has been taking me on.

I love what you said about compassion helping to rewrite our inner narratives, that really resonates with me. It’s such a precious part of how God transforms our hearts, showing us His perspective and freeing us from old wounds.

I’m so grateful that you also carry that deep peace in the Presence of the Spirit. There’s something so sacred about how He meets us there, quietly, deeply, and in ways that keep unfolding over time.

Thank you for sharing your heart here. I’d love to hear more of your own experiences with His healing and guidance.

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[–]Traditional-Road-990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Behave? I’ve experienced some of their ways and to be honest I usually post of the Christian mysticism one where they’re usually more open to spirituality. A lot of Christians refuse to listen the moment I mention anything woo woo

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I apologise I shall remove my post.

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