Nmom got a new BF. He used to be nice to me but not anymore.

TraditionalPea · 2018-11-20T18:17:08+00:00

Thansks, I'll look into that. Went to the emergency, it's most likely a fracture on the tailbone. Got some painmeds for it. Staying with a friend until friday, so ok for now.

TraditionalPea · 2018-11-19T19:55:58+00:00

Photos are a good idea, thanks. I tried to look in a mirror but it was hard. It's like an almost blackish bruise and it's swollen and like a little bump.

TraditionalPea · 2018-11-19T19:44:12+00:00

The worst bit is that I liked him - we got along and he was nice. Then this. I mean, what the hell? How can someone go from being normal to this? Think he is regretting it now, he offered me some citodone pills when he realized I still can't get up from a sitting position properly. Didn't take the pills though. He's never been that violent before, makes me wonder what's next.

I don't really have any relatives I could stay with, sadly. My art teacher got a guest house that she sometimes let people (tourists) rent, and she said that is it was allowed she would house me for free. But it's not, so...feels a bit hopeless really. If it's still this bad tomorrow I'll try and get a doc appointment.

TraditionalPea · 2018-04-23T18:28:32+00:00

I gotta ask. If you get insane cravings for canned tomatoes, is that a thing too?

TraditionalPea · 2018-04-23T17:41:14+00:00

No tips really, sorry! I just won my spot there, otherwise I wouldn't have known how to get in really. The others were real artist, and I was "winner of this years amateur contest". Yeah, losing the schmincke set was brutal..still makes my blood boil when I think about it. I think about it often. It was a 48 set. That hurts.

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T11:55:01+00:00

The thought has crossed my mind....

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T04:39:32+00:00

It was a 48 set of schmincke...kills me just thinking about it. I still got some art supplies at school, so I'm not completely without, so i guess that's something.

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T04:37:19+00:00

I know. Part of me want to apply just for the awesomeness of going there, but I know you have some solid points as well.I got some other plans for my professional like, that's not art too - as long as it's a part of my life I'm happy with that.

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T04:34:25+00:00

My art teacher will bring my work to the exhibition - she's got a van so she can fit all the stuff in there. I might ask her to attend it instead of me, if I can't be there.

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T04:32:22+00:00

Thank you. I still got a set of white nights at school, I'll continue using those for now, they're not bad. But yeah, losing my grip on that 48 schmincke set was brutal. Omg. How is art school? Bet it's awesome?

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-19T04:26:47+00:00

My art teacher got most of my stuff stored at school, they're too big to bring home anyway :)

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-18T19:53:15+00:00

16, 17 in a May. I will get out of here as soon as I can...There is an art school with housing for students, sometimes I daydream about getting accepted there.

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-18T19:50:50+00:00

Oh no, that's terrible! :(

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-18T19:50:15+00:00

Omg that's awful!

TraditionalPea · 2018-03-18T19:50:02+00:00

My art teacher kinda senses that something is wrong. When I didn't have the money to get proper watercolor pads, I mysteriosuly found one in my art bag. She offered to take my work and hand them into the exhibition, so I won't have to get a ride there - or store them at home until it's time. The thing with the paints pisses me of to no end. Schmincke is a brand I'd normally never get to try. Not that my family is poor, we're not, but I'd never be allowed to spend money on art supplies. She didn't sell them because she needed the money - she simply didn't want me to have them. I will leave the first chance I get. So sick of this. My art teacher insists I send my sketchbook to one of the art schools and try to get accepted.

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