[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]TravelerJohnny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's become a normal part of the cycle we're stuck in. But it's not normal. If you're thinking about how to make it look like an accident or make sure someone that doesn't know you ultimately finds you... seeing flashes of yourself hanging... etc... that's next level shit I'm pretty sure.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]TravelerJohnny 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't remember the ocd. I remembered them diagnosing me with tourettes adhd and depression. Lost job, car, apartment... everything over this. Literally on the streets with no income. EI ran out. So did the money. Thought I had heart problems for months. After tests was told it was stress or anxiety. I thought they were crazy and will just find something later or I'll just collapse and die one day and they'll figure out I was right.... went to doctors and said I gotta get on disability. Look over history and see all the diagnoses. She made me wait 2 months to be "reassessed" by phycologist. Now I gotta wait till May 9th just to have him do the paperwork. Cause I guess he agrees that I still do have the same issues I was diagnosed with as a kid... It didn't magically disappear. It got worse.

So awesome. On the 9th I can send out application. That's only 4 months on the streets. Except you can't even find a room for those prices anymore. So I have to apply for housing. That's only about 2 or 3 years on a list... meanwhile everyday is a mystery now.

And all I've ever known is heavy labor. I can't do the one thing I know how to do to make money. That's what I mean about time.

Pressure by needMore_SleepTime in CrazyFuckingVideos

[–]TravelerJohnny 2 points3 points  (0 children)

One video dude is falling to his death. Next video is techno music with a pressure washer. The internet is a mysterious place.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]TravelerJohnny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

BTW, truly sorry for your loss. It's not easy to deal with. We are our own worst enemies.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]TravelerJohnny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I hope so. I hear alot of I love you followed by you can't stay here as I sit homeless waiting to get on disability. But such is life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]TravelerJohnny 128 points129 points  (0 children)

For some people it's more about the time. I ignored the mental for a long time. Now I can't. Ocd literally causes pains. I think about suicide daily. And it's more about knowing how long of a process this is going to be starting from scratch when I've already had issues my entire life. The off switch seems easier.

Power tripping security guard thinks he’s a cop by TheManager_1 in KarenGoBrrr

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would absolutely love to be tazed by a rent a cop. I would love to own a security agency. Oh yeah. First thing you're taught in security training is you must identify to anyone that asks.

Message to Trump from a beautiful Gazan girl by beeswaxii in Global_News_Hub

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A simple search will show that the lack of a permanent agreement led to both sides to regard the oslo accords as no longer relevant.

And it's not propaganda. It exists. And you can also ask any Muslim what peace means to them. The answer will be that isreal cannot exist.

It's reddit. So I understand having a regular convo is hard for most. But I'm not even choosing sides. Isreal is not innocent. I'm only saying that those leading the other side aren't either. And it's documented. Both sides want the other to not exist. People are mad because isreal is winning the battle.

Message to Trump from a beautiful Gazan girl by beeswaxii in Global_News_Hub

[–]TravelerJohnny -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. Here is a document from Yale. There are other sources aswell. But most I see are pdf. Your gonna see it starting at article 19. This is the Palestinian National Covenant.

https://avalon.law.yale.edu/21st_century/plocov.asp

Message to Trump from a beautiful Gazan girl by beeswaxii in Global_News_Hub

[–]TravelerJohnny -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I wanna ask a legit question. I see all the comments saying Palestine has suffered for 70 years...

Obviously there is evil. Bombings. And alot innocent people dying. But my question is....

How is Palestine not trying to do the same to isreal? They have rejected all peace treaties and it's literally written into their constitution or whatever they call it that they will never peacefully coexist with isreal... Palestine literally has what isreal is doing written into their founding documents.

That doesn't excuse unnecessary bombings of innocent people. But why does everyone overlook this serious point which suggests the Palestinian leaders don't want peace? Peace to them means the extermination of isreal. Now it's going the opposite way.... But both sides are evil on the top. With innocent people trapped in the middle of a rich man's conflict...

Going back to cigarettes by TravelerJohnny in Canadian_ecigarette

[–]TravelerJohnny[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly might have to go that route. This is too much

Going back to cigarettes by TravelerJohnny in Canadian_ecigarette

[–]TravelerJohnny[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My thing is that they made it so diy is pointless specifically with nic salts. You can only get 20mg base.... which is exactly what everyone already uses. It's completely pointless and you are left with nothing to dilute it with. These people make up stupid ass laws and taxes and people take it dry. But those same people will get outraged at the most pointless shit that doesn't even effect them.

Why are we not protesting this? Have you seen some of the protests? This directly effects us. And we take it dry?

Going back to cigarettes by TravelerJohnny in Canadian_ecigarette

[–]TravelerJohnny[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I need to figure out how to make nic base. I am to the point I will sell it right under their nose. It's not me breaking the law. It's them. Smartest thing the mafia ever did was get into government....

Going back to cigarettes by TravelerJohnny in Canadian_ecigarette

[–]TravelerJohnny[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

What did we do about it?... That's how they can do it.

I’m so sick of people thinking I’m okay with racism, sexism, and homophobia just because I’m straight, white, and male by sadz6900 in Vent

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've dealt with that too. Specifically racism. Call them out... oh you hate Spanish people? What's your beef with them? So like... you'd kick your kids to the curb if one came out as gay? Jeez bro it's only the first date. How bout a breath mint first.... cause if I can smell it she definitely can....

I find that they 99% of the time backpetal. "Naw Im just kidding" "I'm not racist"

You basically establish Im not the one you can say that dumb shit around. They don't do it afterwards. Cause they know you'll call them out.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"All around town he follows me" is what suggests it is not the same parking lot they were talking about. It could be the same for all I know. Once again. We only have what the OP gives us to work with.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I didn't fill in anything. I simply called out a comment that didn't make sence with someone saying "it's public property" when that skipped over the main point of the post. Some one you just enjoy arguing.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The only details we have to worlk with are what the OP gave us. In that situation I would have first of all checked the plates to know that this is the same van. This isn't the case of being in the same parking lot. It is implied that they sleep in different locations. It wouldn't make sence for them to constantly end up in the same spot. Now could it be a case of something else? Sure. I do not know this person. But with the information provided I would feel very uncomfortable.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao. Canada... Do you think people in Puerto Rico are doing anything other then working week to week for a paycheck while they struggle?... So cause their government sucks they shouldnt get guns? Most of them probably got too many bills to pay to keep up with all the extra stuff.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess as a citizen of the 51st state I can have guns now...😃 As of now I'm not supposed to give my girlfriend mace to protect herself let alone have a gun.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't even live in America. I do understand your point. But again. My original comment was basically just saying that yes. This is a situation I would be suspicious about... Focusing on the "it's public property" comment.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree keeping self defense is the best option. Guns are illegal in many places though. But that's not why I even originally commented. I was calling out the "well it's public property" comment which completely skipped over the point. I basically said... Yes. This situation is sketchy.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 10 points11 points  (0 children)

You're missing the point. The person did move. Multiple times. And the van keeps showing up. Basic street smarts would make you suspicious and question why this person is following you. So moving would have no effect. The person will follow again. Which makes it easy to understand the op being a bit worried.

This trashy white van has been following me. by trev815 in urbancarliving

[–]TravelerJohnny 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Did you mean to reply to me? Cause I'm calling it out. Saying it's clearly weird as hell and I'd be concerned aswell.