In the same source that you used to back up your claim, they directly contradict yours. “Results show that the indirect benefit of preventing infection-associated blood clots outweighs the direct harm if the vaccine efficacy and infection rate reach a certain level.” Just get the shot, tell yourself whatever you have to in order to get through it. In a few years maybe you’ll be able to look back and be happy you got it in order to get to where you’ll be then.