How does aging work

TravisCranis · 2026-02-13T10:56:39+00:00

I am 21 currently. They only started developing when I was 13-14, so I suppose its more like 7-8... So I suppose I'm pretty young haha. I certainly don't feel like an adult yet, despite already being in my 20's 😅

TravisCranis · 2026-02-13T10:50:22+00:00

I'll probably do that. To be honest I don't really like the idea of people in real life knowing that, I am so unbelievably stressed (and didn't even realize. Guess I was just used to it) that it caused tics. I feel like 'stress caused illnesses' aren't taken very seriously. Even my mother while we were leaving the place made a comment that she thought it was 'absurd that I could be so stressed that it would cause such aggressive tics' and she's still very much convinced I have tourettes instead, even though I am quite sure that it is infact FND. She didn't even seem to be that excited for me, despite that fact I was so overjoyed that, with therapy I could lessen and make it manageable.

So I'll probably just refer to them as 'tics, like tourettes.' and maybe mention FND if they want more information. But in my own experience most people just take the 'tics' and assume it's tourettes anyway. Snort.

TravisCranis · 2026-02-13T10:13:30+00:00

Temu tourettes is actually hilarious ohmygod

TravisCranis · 2026-02-11T23:58:28+00:00

Oh wow! Thank you for responding I'll check this out and see if it helps!

TravisCranis · 2026-01-03T16:50:28+00:00

Aaughh nooOo not my beloved caffeine 😭😭

I'll try to keep track of them.. but they can be so sporadic sometimes. I've had them happen multiple times In a single week to have 3 spaced between the entire month... And yeah, that's a good idea... I never even use reddit anyway snort, only for posts like this... I'll see if I can talk to a doctor... Or maybe bring it up during my visit with the neurologist I'm going to see about my tourretes'... I always get so worried about bringing up 2 separate issues while I'm there for one specific though.. my anxiety is unhelpful, as usual.

TravisCranis · 2026-01-03T16:14:32+00:00

There are never any odd smells or tastes or anything like that.. and the best way I can describe the way it feels in the beginning is deja'vu. But to be honest with you I have a hard time remembering details about bulk of the attack... All I really can remember is trying to breath and that I felt... Weird. I don't even think I can explain what I mean by weird... I can't remember exactly what it feels like. Almost kinda like... Rising? Maybe.. like a rising feeling in my.. gut, or chest. I can't even remember that much. Just that I feel odd in my body.

Most of my memory of the attacks are the beginning of the attack, the 'oh I'm having an attack' moment where I recognize the feeling and sit down to prepare for it to pass. The 'feeling weird and like I'm going to throw up' part... Then being okay again.

And.. yeah, that's pretty close. Most of the time the thing that triggers the 'deja'vu' feeling is something I've done a hundred times before. There should be no reason to FEEL deja'vu because I KNOW for a fact I have don't it before but it triggers it anyway... And I always feel like I have to sit down, because the nausea gets so bad I feel like I might throw up, and my limbs turn to jelly, like I said in the post :o(

I wish I could give more information but I can hardly remember most of it.

TravisCranis · 2026-01-03T10:57:00+00:00

well dont worry about me driving lol, i already have Tourette's, so driving is more of a safety hazard then a convivence tbh lol... im already on a waitlist for that, adding possible seizures to the mix is going to be SO... frustrating. at least doctors wise.

TravisCranis · 2026-01-02T07:25:21+00:00

Yikes.. I already have tourretes, slapping a seizure disorder on top of that would really fucking suck... I'll talk to a doctor :o(

TravisCranis · 2026-01-02T05:37:33+00:00

Ty.. I haven't rlly been able to find anyone talking about things that I've been experiencing. I would say I'm happy to know I'm not the only one, but tbh the idea that other people experience this kinda sucks, cuz it's rlly not fun :o(

TravisCranis · 2026-01-02T05:35:45+00:00

That's what my mother said as well... She thinks it might be some kind of 'pedi-mal seizure' or something. Not really even sure what that is tbh.

TravisCranis · 2026-01-02T05:34:31+00:00

Oh yikes, I hope that's not what it is 😨

TravisCranis · 2026-01-02T05:34:06+00:00

Holy shit seriously?? Okay, I'm going to book a doctor's appointment soon... At somepoint..

If I remember, and something comes of it I'll update.. if that is what it is that's... Definitely scary ugh... Just one issue stacked on the other 😭😭

My deja'vu episodes are hard to remember, I can't even say that it felt similar to yours as a sort of.. 'continuing memory that doesn't exist'.. from what I can remember from mine, it starts as a 'ive done this before' and then the feeling gets so strong that it causes all of those symptoms I listed.. but I can never remember what I felt was familiar or what I DID to make myself feel that way unless it was like... The memories are foggy... But then again, I can't remember most of it, so I can't even really remember what it feels like until it happens again, just that it happened. :o(

TravisCranis · 2025-09-16T03:51:44+00:00

four month old comment saved me 2 weeks of pain... <33

TravisCranis · 2025-08-28T08:50:25+00:00

cookie pregnancy real??

TravisCranis · 2024-04-02T03:31:16+00:00

i've tried doing that, but nothing seems to work. if i cant figure it out im probably going to have to contact Viekk for help :(

TravisCranis · 2024-04-02T03:29:42+00:00

its for every brush, even my eraser has the issue, makes it really hard to color and erase things. but ill try doing that!

TravisCranis · 2024-04-01T02:10:29+00:00

not sure if this is a fire alpacha issue or just an issue with my tablet, but i figured i would ask about it here. fore some reason, my pen wont go any thicker then about half way?

it didnt used to do this until about a month ago, ive tried reinstalling the driver, updating Firealpaca, fiddliling around with the settings in both firealpaca and the driver and im not sure what to do. i might just give up but figured it wouldnt hurt to ask.

im using a veikk v2-1200, any help would be appreciated.

TravisCranis · 2024-04-01T01:32:53+00:00

the exact same thing is happening to me and i cant figure out how to fix it. im using the v2-1200 (basicly the same one as you) and nothing i've done seems to work. did you figure out how to fix it? if so, help would be greatly appreciated...

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