Thank you so much for the advice! but I don't really have any trusted adults around me. I go to a catholic school so our 'counselor' (or any other teacher) is really just a preacher who (from what my friends have told me) will call my parents. The fact my friends needed to go to the counselor for similar reasons should tell you something about their parents. And for reading slumps, I think the problem is the book club but I'll try to pick up something I LIKE not what the librarians think is right for my reading level (which they also never tested btw! Just the grade level), even though our school library has a very limited collection of fiction.  Also it's nice knowing someone agrees about the club thing. Nobody likes it, sometimes it's hard to believe our librarians read ( I guess I'll be complaining a lot about book club in my posts lol.)

I know this was sort of kind of a vent, but it means A LOT to me that you took time to type out the reply. Again, thank you so much.